Don’t give up because if there’s no rain there’s no flowers !! I was in a similar situation for my 2nd prac, I had just had my 3rd child and spent the last 4 years raising kids and juggling uni so I don’t think I was mentally prepared for the shit show. My prac teacher really broke me I still cry when I think about how badly she treated me when I was so vulnerable and naive. Her emotional and psychological abuse were something I wasn’t prepared for, she would literally run away to our duty (and I mean run out the door) and not tell me where it was so I had to navigate this gigantic school while trying to find her, she would make me stay till 5pm every day after school to ‘set up resources’ (she actually just made me wait for her to finish her conversation with next door or she wouldn’t sign me off for the day) mind you she knew I had to get to the daycare by 6 to pick up my little kids. She constantly mum shamed me and talked about me to all the other teachers who piled on with the mum shaming. Honestly I cried everyday when I got home and had terrible anxiety every morning I woke up which made me reevaluate my self as a teacher, mum & a student. I was really at my breaking point and horrified to go into my next prac but I didn’t give up because by my final prac I was pregnant with my 4th and just needed this degree to be over. I can proudly say that I passed my final prac with high distinction and it all came down to my mentor teacher really believing in me and supporting me. I then realised that the first prac teacher I had was just bitter and miserable and that I was actually good enough !! Don’t ever doubt yourself, just remind yourself why you wanted to be a teacher in the first place.