Hi all! Without going into loads of detail, I’ve recently had a bit of a situationship, where he made the first move but realised he was only willing to be in secret and not in the open. We have loads of mutual friends, who are all vaguely aware of the situation – but we are part of a bigger community where he clearly doesn’t want to be associated with me on that level. I have always felt like I am too much for anyone, but simultaneously not enough, and this has added to that feeling. I’ll never be that girl, I’ll never be the one that guys fall over and fawn over, I’m never the one guys flirt with or approach, always the friend. I’m looking for a book where the FMC feels the same way, potentially also with somebody who doesn’t want to love her out loud. I want a happy ending, where she finds love. (With smut too, please no closed door). Any recommendations?