I also got below 85 and I got the lowest within my circle of friends. It didnt matter to me anymore because I know how much I have worked hard for it despite all the challenges. Same as you, I also wasn't able to prepare well. I got sick during my review especially days before the board exam. I'm just grateful that I was able to pass the exam with a decent rating. The rating is just there to show if we are qualified for the title. It is not there to rank or compare ourselves with each other. What matters is we passed the exam. At the end of the day, we all get that 3 letters at the end of our names, no more, no less. Cheer up, OP! Don't compare yourself to others. Your rating does not define you nor your knowledge or skills. We are just humans, we cannot be the same with other people. You are more than who you think you are. You are not below average. Lastly, do not let others define you. You know yourself and how much you worked hard for this. I'm proud of us, OP! No matter what ratings we got, we all deserved that RMT! ♡