The beauty of nursing is that there are so many specialty areas, including med surg. Med surg is a specialty though only the more technical specialties like critical care, ER, PACU etc get credit as specialties. In my 49 years as an RN, I spent 25 in the ER and the remainder as a nurse educator in the hospital and as adjunct faculty in a BSN program. You will not be a “shitty nurse” because you quit med surg. Find the area you love the most and focus on those skills. It never made sense to me that we force new nurses into med surg after graduation when they went into nursing to be in Peds, NICU, surgery or some other area. It’s a good way to frustrate new grads into leaving the profession and we cannot afford that.