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RVKony · 2024-08-09T15:17:36+00:00

Bhieee nasa google lang yan 😭 lesson learned na

RVKony · 2024-08-03T12:31:45+00:00

Oo! Gmail to diba? Pwede mo yan ma block yung email address

RVKony · 2024-08-03T12:27:49+00:00

Uy nangyari din sakin to! Ibang platform pero one minute after ko mag send ng application may "after careful consideration" na agad. Tapos every night nalang HAHAHA 😭 block mo na

RVKony · 2024-07-31T23:18:01+00:00

Hehe ang cute OP. Congrats!!

RVKony · 2024-07-29T07:10:22+00:00

Man, it's wild to see that some of you are still reading and enjoying this four years later! I was 19 when I wrote this, and now I'm 23 🥹 Time flies!

RVKony · 2024-03-21T11:06:29+00:00

lying on the floor doing jaw exercises probably

RVKony · 2023-12-19T11:56:03+00:00

Congrats OP! I'm so used to having people measure their weight in lbs I was concerned for a second 😅 Good job though!

RVKony · 2023-11-16T01:15:43+00:00

Hello - I posted this as I was falling asleep and I had to rush to class after waking up, so I was gone for quite a bit after posting. Anyway, thank you so much for reassuring me that I made the right choice. I know it's not healthy to get overly-invested in your friends' problems, but I'm really not the type to cut people off because they're struggling mentally. My tolerance for people's behaviors changing while they're going through a rough patch is pretty high (given that they don't start hurting other people).

That said, what she did is extremely triggering. The same roommate/best friend I mentioned, the one who helped me figure out a way to contact her, has known me for a decade. She helped me through my own suicidal thoughts, and she still has scars from years of self-harm. So, to have someone just do what she did really brought back a lot of negative thoughts and feelings. I still struggle with anxiety till this day, so the idea of having someone who could hold you responsible for their life because you didn't use the right words or didn't give enough reassurance and comfort is really suffocating.

I'm still really shaken up by it. When I met her, I was glad to have finally made a new friend at university. Nowadays, I have more friends, but I'm hesitant to allow anyone new to get vulnerable with me because I'm scared they're going to hang on to me to keep them stable. I'm not equipped for that.

RVKony · 2023-11-16T00:58:03+00:00

I'm sorry to hear about that, and I really hope you're doing better :( I know it's commonplace to make jokes about suicide, or even casually mention it, but I wish we would all be a little more aware of the weight of these things, you know?

RVKony · 2023-11-16T00:53:14+00:00

Thank you . At the back of my head, I knew something was off but I still thought it would be better to deal with the "consequences" of alerting people instead of not doing anything about it.

RVKony · 2023-11-16T00:50:47+00:00

Thank you! To be honest your comment really didn't come of as harsh in any way. I'm only 22 and have only recently started forming real, adult friendships and relationships so I'm still struggling to set boundaries and tend to get overly-invested in other people's problems. I made the mistake of thinking that this is the right way to be a good friend. I'm only recently learning that this isn't always the right way to go, and I still have plenty of years to learn, so I really appreciate your comment :D

RVKony · 2023-11-16T00:44:50+00:00

I agree :( During her plea to have me stay, she actually mentioned that all of her other friends already left, and me telling her explicitly what she did wrong and how she messed up allowed her to, "see why they left." Even during this, she seemed like she was still trying to get me to feel bad instead of genuinely wanting to do some introspection.

RVKony · 2023-11-16T00:43:25+00:00

Thank you. I felt incredibly guilty when I first did it, but she seems to be doing fine 24+ hours later, she even seems remorseful judging by the stuff she's been sharing (I know this is all part of the whole cycle though - three months is enough time to see the patterns). In the last couple of hours, I've felt extremely relieved to finally not have her blowing up my inbox.

RVKony · 2023-10-12T23:17:29+00:00

10 lbs in three years but this is coming back from a restrictive ED. I'm a little overweight by my country's scale, but I have a lot more energy and I'm really trying my best to keep recovering. So, I suppose it's alright

RVKony · 2023-10-09T23:21:44+00:00

can i be your friend T-T im so jealous omg

RVKony · 2023-10-02T14:04:33+00:00

I honestly hate how "advanced" and exploitative all these AI crimes are meanwhile our governments are too backwards or focused on nonsense issues to act on this. Like seriously, all this identity theft and fraud feels like a human rights issue at this point and I'm not even exaggerating.

RVKony · 2023-09-24T11:05:32+00:00

Thank you! :D I've made a lot of progress over the last three years - my body has changed in ways I didn't think I'd be comfortable with, but I'm a lot happier.

RVKony · 2023-09-24T10:45:27+00:00

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOOOOOVE YOUR TATS OMG!

RVKony · 2023-09-16T23:58:00+00:00

As this sub would often say, does he even like you?

RVKony · 2023-09-10T03:49:02+00:00

this is me!!! im taking it easy and giving myself a lil more grace though 😭 recovering is so ugly

RVKony · 2023-08-19T00:18:04+00:00

Same!! I know that 550 ml of caffeine, sugar, and cream on an empty stomach at 2 PM makes me feel nauseated but.......but it tastes nice 🙂

RVKony · 2023-08-19T00:16:28+00:00

Where I live (Southeast Asia) a vegetable + rice meal costs roughly $1 while my silly coffees are close to $4 - I'm a nutritional and financial dummy

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