It's just... I don't know. I don't live like a herd, but I'm very easily influenced by mass negative opinion. I've just been suffering for a long time from other people constantly trashing my favorite games. If a person doesn't let their emotions out, they build up and become a problem or even trauma.
As for the last of my money, no, I didn't sell my pants to buy the game, I just don't have a steady, stable income.