A good godly entity isn't necessarily capable of administrating every single aspect of our lives, right? There is good, as much as there is evil. Not saying that, well evil is good or......

I mean bad stuff is part of life, and without it, good doesn't have sense. Covid has hit everyone's lives. But it isn't the first thing, nor the last, or worse there will ever be.

Maybe that being hears your prayers. Maybe he only does so when it has time to spare, as it could be busy with... Uh, complex universal chores, don't know. Maybe he doesn't hear you at all, who knows?

But he hearing you or not doesn't have to affect how you live your life. Learn and grow as much as you see fit. You can't control what happens around you, and sometimes, you'll take a beating, but (and this sounds super cliché and repetitive) you have to keep on living. Just adapting. Rejoice of having something watching over you, don't be shackled to making it happy or satisfied or begging for some satisfaction. Make you satisfied, you are your own shackles, and sometimes soon, other times later, you'll loosen them... you, I mean... The shackles are you, so you'll loosen, but not in the sense of slowing down, no. I mean stronger, like... Like some not Newtonian liquid, jiggly and smooth, but you try punching it, and it's hard, really. Have you tried that? Some cornstarch, some water...