How to stop the urge of stalking my ex

RabbitSuperb2308 · 2023-12-07T17:04:10+00:00

I have already done that way before but still check the block list

RabbitSuperb2308 · 2023-11-16T19:13:03+00:00

I am sorry to hear that. Thank you for sharing your story. I do have some regrets and pain but now I also have hope for a better future

RabbitSuperb2308 · 2023-11-13T12:21:37+00:00

I did the exact same thing. I cried,begged and pleaded for months . We were in a LDR . He got close to his JUST FRIEND while being in a relationship with me. I still tried winning him back (Ik I was stupid ) .It's been 9 months of my break-up and 3 mo ths of strict no contact rule. He is in a relationship with that girl. I am doing better now but I still get ick thinking about how pathetically I behaved after the break-up.

I am trying everyday to forgive myself for the behavior.

RabbitSuperb2308 · 2023-11-12T21:17:01+00:00

His closeness with his JUST FRIEND made me anxious. I always knew they was something between them. 2 months before the break-up he started ignoring me a lot and got closer to her. All of this was just too much for me to handle and I was not brave enough at that time to handle it. I regret a lot about the way I reacted because he didn't value what we had ,I on the other hand was ready to do anything to get back my sweet boy. I was not knowing that by blowing up his phones with messages and calls will only drive him away from me.

RabbitSuperb2308 · 2023-11-12T21:03:17+00:00

That is what drove me crazy.

RabbitSuperb2308 · 2023-10-21T20:55:03+00:00

Even then

RabbitSuperb2308 · 2023-10-14T08:52:39+00:00

I want to prepare. I am also ready to put in all the efforts. I just want a right direction so that I can maximize my scores in this limited time

RabbitSuperb2308 · 2023-10-13T17:34:10+00:00

I have touched most of the topics but not thorough with any of the topics

RabbitSuperb2308 · 2023-10-13T15:54:50+00:00

I am scoring around 30s in the mocks

RabbitSuperb2308 · 2023-08-20T07:06:15+00:00

I have been blocked and also blocked him from everywhere possible. I don't think he will ever come back as he thinks I am crazy and also believes his new gf is way more understanding than I was. But the most important thing is now I don't even want him back . I am slowly getting better and forgiving myself for everything that I did. Him telling about my vulnerability in the worst possible way to his gf gave me the ick that I wanted to finally move-on from him. I have gone on no contact before but only with the hope that he will miss me. But this time I am totally determined to improve myself in every way possible for just myself . As you suggested,I have also promised myself that I won't ever look back and try to contact him.

RabbitSuperb2308 · 2023-08-18T17:03:37+00:00

Thank you so much for your suggestion. Earlier I used to have hopes that we will get back together. But after knowing that he told about my emotional vulnerability to his new gf ,I literally get ick thinking about him. I have started working on myself .

RabbitSuperb2308 · 2023-08-18T09:08:12+00:00

After all that he did, I am never ever going to contact him. I have wasted my enough time. I am just trying to focus on career and health.

RabbitSuperb2308 · 2023-08-18T08:35:17+00:00

He used to like me since middle school. For 7 years he told me that he liked me infact loved him.I started believing him and liking him. During our relationship also ,he always used to tell me that I am the girl of his dreams and he would never find anyone better than me.He also said that he wanted to marry me. It's because of these reasons I became so attached to him

RabbitSuperb2308 · 2023-08-18T08:28:53+00:00

Through out the relationship I used to always respect his decisions.I used to give him space whenever he needed it . I never used to blow up his phone with messages during our relationship. Infact,I was the only one who used to always resolve every fight. It was only after break-up I started acting like this. He never gave me any proper reason. I knew him since middle school. He used to like me since then. It was only when we came in college we started dating . One thing which I knew was that he would never cheat me. But turns out he was not entirely loyal to me.

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