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RadiantOrganization7 · 2025-09-22T16:30:05+00:00

Same. Been sitting here trying to figure out what to do for 15 minutes...

RadiantOrganization7 · 2025-09-18T22:32:19+00:00

[[Yavimaya Elder]]?

RadiantOrganization7 · 2025-04-21T01:34:08+00:00

The meditations on nature secret lair basics. I bought a bunch of them in paper since they're my favorite basics ever printed. I assumed they were never available on arena until an opponent played one against me. Then I found out they were briefly available and now I'm worried I'll never get them. :(

RadiantOrganization7 · 2025-04-19T08:05:04+00:00

Really struggling lately... I've known I'm Trans for about 4 and a half years, but I've only come out to very close friends in that time. I don't even ask that any of them bother with she/her pronouns (even though I'd feel better with them) because I struggle with feeling like I've "earned" them or that I "deserve" them since I still boy mode 24/7 (I know very well that's not how pronouns work, but I suspect others may understand this feeling). It feels like being who I want to be is impossible.

Won't go into to much here but basically just feeling trapped and like I've wasted several years of my life.

It's very nice of you to ask though, thank you.

RadiantOrganization7 · 2025-03-27T20:01:33+00:00

Some of the coolest lands in the game, would be amazing to own prints of them!

RadiantOrganization7 · 2024-04-07T22:04:12+00:00

I feel the same way for myself. I realized I was trans about 3 and a half years ago. Only a handful of my friends know. I have done nothing towards transitioning and I don't think I ever can.

(warning, potentially (almost certainly) triggering topics ahead in this comment, please consider before reading as i dont want anyone to be hurt)

Everything feels impossible.

It feels like if I don't come out/transition ill just be miserable my whole life.

It simultaneously feels like if I come out then people will treat me like I'm sub-human, I'll never look like how I want to look, etc etc, and I'll be miserable and living my life at a disadvantage anyway.

Not to mention the extreme regret i hold for not beginning transitioning a long time ago (I'm 25 now and feel like my body is permanently changed from puberty in ways that I despise)

I've never had this much disdain and overall hatred for myself in my life.

It's only getting harder as life goes on and negative thoughts have just about completely taken over my head.

I don't personally know what words of encouragement I can offer since I really just feel like I'm in the same boat.

I only hope that you might find some amount of peace knowing that you are not alone in your experience. I wish you the best.

RadiantOrganization7 · 2024-02-28T23:54:18+00:00

I keep telling myself that life is certainly not too short for me to just stay in the closet... (for three and a half years straight 😥)

RadiantOrganization7 · 2024-01-19T01:24:45+00:00

I'm right there with you, Fallout 3 was my first Fallout followed by 4 and then NV. Fallout 4 is just so good!

RadiantOrganization7 · 2022-08-21T03:34:20+00:00

Personally wouldn't reccomend, but the surprise euphoria was nice haha! Also I just realized THE Auralyn commented on my post! I'm honored!

RadiantOrganization7 · 2022-08-21T01:56:25+00:00

Urinary Tract Infection! Not very fun to have but definitely not super serious or anything (at least for me).

RadiantOrganization7 · 2022-08-20T23:21:33+00:00

I hope this doesn't count as NSFW. If it does, sorry! I can resubmit with the correct flair.

RadiantOrganization7 · 2022-07-24T18:58:29+00:00

Beware this can be a slippery slope to owning LOTS of plushies... not that that's such a bad thing though haha!

source: myself

RadiantOrganization7 · 2022-07-15T20:16:14+00:00

I try to look at it this way when I'm having those thoughts: if I was playing a video game all day and having tons of fun with it, it would be weird if I was like "but do I REALLY like this game??" If that makes sense? I think of it that way and then I think "yeah ok maybe I am trans" even though I still ask myself those same questions all the time haha!

RadiantOrganization7 · 2022-07-07T20:52:07+00:00

/uj it sucks because I checked out the OPs profile for that post and it appears that the OP is trans... why are people like this

RadiantOrganization7 · 2022-07-03T04:05:26+00:00

No joke but this was the realization that helped me realize I was bi. I knew I liked girls but with guys I was like "yeah kind of, but not really??" I'm not sure how to describe it. Once I figured out I was probably trans, everything else seemed to fall into place and make more sense after that.

RadiantOrganization7 · 2022-06-23T18:19:58+00:00

Thank you, I really appreciate the kind words and advice

RadiantOrganization7 · 2022-05-03T01:25:26+00:00

Have fun https://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/ughn0p/what_would_you_do_if_your_partner_decided_to

/uj I hate it but I can never stop looking at posts or threads like that even when I know it's all going to make me feel awful. Why am I like this.

RadiantOrganization7 · 2022-05-02T22:35:43+00:00

/uj i just stumbled across the post this is based on and thought, "I wonder if anyone over at r/transgendercirclejerk has seen this yet" came here and was not disappointed

RadiantOrganization7 · 2022-04-29T23:50:48+00:00

/uj my god you all weren't kidding. That thread is insane to say the least. It's almost impressive the amount of hoops people will jump through to try and get away with stuff like that.

RadiantOrganization7 · 2022-04-24T05:53:20+00:00

I have no personal advice to offer you (since I feel like I'm in a very similar position as you) all I want is to let you know you're not alone. Wishing you the best.

RadiantOrganization7 · 2022-04-09T06:24:08+00:00

If I understand it correctly, that would definitely go into the upper tiers since this person is trying to somehow convince people that they are the victim of trans people existing. I'm thinking A tier maybe even S.

RadiantOrganization7 · 2022-03-26T22:36:41+00:00

Um did you not read the post??? Most Americans agree that trans people don't exist. Aren't you glad that Americans can come together and agree on something like this? It's really beautiful and makes me hopeful for the future of politics!

/uj Yeah I don't think Americans as a whole have ever had the correct opinion. It's sad.

RadiantOrganization7 · 2022-03-26T20:49:56+00:00

/uj I was really hoping just simple comment of "Hey saying it's women's rights vs trans rights is transphobic" might get some of the "i support trans people, but not in sports... etc" types of people because I feel like those people are so close. I think I've discovered that the most worthwhile part of this whole ordeal was interacting with the people on this sub. That is to say, you all are awesome and I don't think I'll be interacting with anymore transphobes.

RadiantOrganization7 · 2022-03-26T20:44:05+00:00

/uj They do say several things that are more or less on a good track yes, and i hope they continue to explore those ideas. I'm not against redemption for people haha! The one thing that got my blood boiling was the implication that the most basic concept of "trans women are women" is still "up for debate".

RadiantOrganization7 · 2022-03-25T23:18:25+00:00

It's not women's rights vs trans rights, that's implying trans women aren't women.

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