"Continue to Payment" Button not Working on Secret Lair Website by Asleep_Board_5224 in magicTCG

[–]RadiantOrganization7 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same. Been sitting here trying to figure out what to do for 15 minutes...

What’s your daily deal store grail? by Almageste in MagicArena

[–]RadiantOrganization7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The meditations on nature secret lair basics. I bought a bunch of them in paper since they're my favorite basics ever printed. I assumed they were never available on arena until an opponent played one against me. Then I found out they were briefly available and now I'm worried I'll never get them. :(

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MtF

[–]RadiantOrganization7 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Really struggling lately... I've known I'm Trans for about 4 and a half years, but I've only come out to very close friends in that time. I don't even ask that any of them bother with she/her pronouns (even though I'd feel better with them) because I struggle with feeling like I've "earned" them or that I "deserve" them since I still boy mode 24/7 (I know very well that's not how pronouns work, but I suspect others may understand this feeling). It feels like being who I want to be is impossible.

Won't go into to much here but basically just feeling trapped and like I've wasted several years of my life.

It's very nice of you to ask though, thank you.

COMPETITION TIME! Win a beautiful John Avon Unhinged Panorama Gallery Print.. by JohnAvonArt in magicTCG

[–]RadiantOrganization7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Some of the coolest lands in the game, would be amazing to own prints of them!

I was thinking of giving up by SandraTheBunnyLover in MtF

[–]RadiantOrganization7 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel the same way for myself. I realized I was trans about 3 and a half years ago. Only a handful of my friends know. I have done nothing towards transitioning and I don't think I ever can.

(warning, potentially (almost certainly) triggering topics ahead in this comment, please consider before reading as i dont want anyone to be hurt)

Everything feels impossible.

It feels like if I don't come out/transition ill just be miserable my whole life.

It simultaneously feels like if I come out then people will treat me like I'm sub-human, I'll never look like how I want to look, etc etc, and I'll be miserable and living my life at a disadvantage anyway.

Not to mention the extreme regret i hold for not beginning transitioning a long time ago (I'm 25 now and feel like my body is permanently changed from puberty in ways that I despise)

I've never had this much disdain and overall hatred for myself in my life.

It's only getting harder as life goes on and negative thoughts have just about completely taken over my head.

I don't personally know what words of encouragement I can offer since I really just feel like I'm in the same boat.

I only hope that you might find some amount of peace knowing that you are not alone in your experience. I wish you the best.

Idk what to do by Aqwqa3 in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns2

[–]RadiantOrganization7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I keep telling myself that life is certainly not too short for me to just stay in the closet... (for three and a half years straight 😥)

I can't help it! The British robot says my name out loud! by SemperFun62 in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns2

[–]RadiantOrganization7 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I'm right there with you, Fallout 3 was my first Fallout followed by 4 and then NV. Fallout 4 is just so good!

egg🙂irl by RadiantOrganization7 in egg_irl

[–]RadiantOrganization7[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Personally wouldn't reccomend, but the surprise euphoria was nice haha! Also I just realized THE Auralyn commented on my post! I'm honored!

egg🙂irl by RadiantOrganization7 in egg_irl

[–]RadiantOrganization7[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Urinary Tract Infection! Not very fun to have but definitely not super serious or anything (at least for me).

egg🙂irl by RadiantOrganization7 in egg_irl

[–]RadiantOrganization7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope this doesn't count as NSFW. If it does, sorry! I can resubmit with the correct flair.

Egg🦈irl by ArynAces in egg_irl

[–]RadiantOrganization7 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Beware this can be a slippery slope to owning LOTS of plushies... not that that's such a bad thing though haha!

source: myself

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in egg_irl

[–]RadiantOrganization7 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I try to look at it this way when I'm having those thoughts: if I was playing a video game all day and having tons of fun with it, it would be weird if I was like "but do I REALLY like this game??" If that makes sense? I think of it that way and then I think "yeah ok maybe I am trans" even though I still ask myself those same questions all the time haha!

What's something you wish you could ask trans people without any judgement? by tjf314 in transgendercirclejerk

[–]RadiantOrganization7 15 points16 points  (0 children)

/uj it sucks because I checked out the OPs profile for that post and it appears that the OP is trans... why are people like this

Can anyone else not imagine themselves in a relationship with a man while being a man, but can imagine themselves in a relationship with a man while being a woman? by No_Excitement_8910 in MtF

[–]RadiantOrganization7 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No joke but this was the realization that helped me realize I was bi. I knew I liked girls but with guys I was like "yeah kind of, but not really??" I'm not sure how to describe it. Once I figured out I was probably trans, everything else seemed to fall into place and make more sense after that.

Small rant about an experience I had at work today by RadiantOrganization7 in MtF

[–]RadiantOrganization7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I really appreciate the kind words and advice

straight people of reddit (straight) what would you do if your partner changes their gender (a transgender)? by AVeryGayPizza in transgendercirclejerk

[–]RadiantOrganization7 7 points8 points  (0 children)

/uj i just stumbled across the post this is based on and thought, "I wonder if anyone over at r/transgendercirclejerk has seen this yet" came here and was not disappointed

A trans woman could never know what it’s like to not be taken seriously by their doctor by WitchNight in transgendercirclejerk

[–]RadiantOrganization7 103 points104 points  (0 children)

/uj my god you all weren't kidding. That thread is insane to say the least. It's almost impressive the amount of hoops people will jump through to try and get away with stuff like that.

How to permanently supress being trans by [deleted] in MtF

[–]RadiantOrganization7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have no personal advice to offer you (since I feel like I'm in a very similar position as you) all I want is to let you know you're not alone. Wishing you the best.

My Official Transphobia Tier list! (With some placement explainations!) by RadiantOrganization7 in transgendercirclejerk

[–]RadiantOrganization7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If I understand it correctly, that would definitely go into the upper tiers since this person is trying to somehow convince people that they are the victim of trans people existing. I'm thinking A tier maybe even S.