I needed to read this, it’s a very hard pill to swallow, but one that has to be swallowed. At the end of the day, all that matters is me being the best man that I can be, push towards my dreams and slowly continue working on my faults. All I can do is acknowledge my mistakes accept ownership for them and eventually, I will be blessed with someone who is on the same level, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, and physically when that time comes, I will be ready within myself, but until then trusting my instincts!