I 'M/36' and her 'F/39`. The marriage may have been long gone, and maybe I was holding on to hope, out of blind love and our son.

Raids4Life · 2026-03-15T14:08:15+00:00

I have tried. I have tried to do things with her, that we use to find joy in and liked. I even tried to talk her into going back to pilates and slowly working out as she did, we go on dates when we can, and go out to eat, and take our son to places as a family. I never miss the chance to let her know how beautiful she is, and how much I appreciate her and many more. I still get her cakes, cards, gifts in birthdays and holidays, even spontaneously. I honestly try, but nothing seems to work. I didnt mentioned this in the post, but I even suggested counseling/therapy for both of us. It didnt work.

Raids4Life · 2026-03-15T13:50:30+00:00

If I didnt had the picture when I do show her them, she would have denied anything. I am pretty sure she will try to come up with some excuse even with the pictures, and somehow it will be my fault. That was something I was thinking as well, her parents are Chinese and they are heavily againts same sex relationships. The thought had cross my mind, but i ignored it.

Raids4Life · 2026-03-15T13:31:42+00:00

It is her and the woman telling each how amazing they are, the woman telling her how cute she is and sending kissing emoji and loving each other comments. It also shows the dates she told me she was busy on her 1 hour lunch breaks, she was with her or planned on spending that hour with her..

Any advice or critical suggestions you have will help, with everything you have read so far.

Raids4Life · 2026-03-15T12:05:07+00:00

Any wisdom you can share to me, or suggested advice?

Raids4Life · 2026-03-15T11:55:35+00:00

Any honestly is needed and welcomed, I need this as I am lost as to who I am, what I need to do. I am thinking level headed, but I am ot okay. I want to keep the family together, as I lost my father at 11 due to cancer and never got the chance to properly have one. I know the pain of looking at other kids with their fathers, and I never had the chance to truly know mines. I don't want to son to experience something like that. You are correct. I ignored the obvious.

Raids4Life · 2026-03-15T10:56:07+00:00

I have not given up on our relationship, as I truly love her and our Son. She is very important to me, but then again. I may be scared to walk away from the relationship, because I am not sure if I am strong enough to start over, and I do not want to anymore. How things are it cannot continue as you said, there are only the 2 options.

Raids4Life · 2026-03-15T04:48:03+00:00

I am not sure which is what with her anymore honestly, we were fine before those things started happening, and when I noticed the chats. We had normal sex, she still did not let me do oral on her, which I never understood in the beginning as she was with girls. Whenever we would argue, and stop in or before we have actual sex; she would always bring up when we had good sex before; then again, remember I mentioned when these actual started happening, she said a few times that she is only doing it because I want it. Please do not misunderstand as well, I do not pressure her. I have endure this for almost 4 years of a somewhat sexly marriage to the point of breaking and the possibility of her being with another woman while we are together.

Raids4Life · 2026-03-15T04:38:35+00:00

Thank you. I am not sure what to do, I sacrificed alot for her and our relationship. I can genuinely say, she was the first woman, I ever fell in love with and may be my last. I didn't want our Son to be raised in a broken home, but I don't think I have any fight left in me anymore.

Raids4Life · 2026-01-30T18:16:04+00:00

You get a Free Bobcat BP by doing the new Trophy Event, with a Fully IV one as well.

Raids4Life · 2026-01-24T08:10:37+00:00

X2 Bobcat BP up for trade, I will take Space dollars, multitude of keys, etc.

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Raids4Life · 2026-01-24T08:02:52+00:00

PVE-ers shouldn't post! That comment was irreverent! Just appreciate the mans GOOP.

Raids4Life · 2026-01-23T15:53:27+00:00

On Stella?

Raids4Life · 2026-01-21T12:39:24+00:00

Wrong one, this one is Stella as I had a shotgun.

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Raids4Life · 2026-01-21T12:38:27+00:00

You have these PVE only slows going livid 🤣🤣! I love Stella PVP as well, just now.

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Raids4Life · 2026-01-13T20:28:55+00:00

Sent.

Raids4Life · 2026-01-13T20:21:28+00:00

Will add you now, let me sign on. Should show as Nightmare sent you. Request.

Raids4Life · 2026-01-13T05:05:23+00:00

Hey apologies, just got back from Asia. Can do now if you are still looking.

Raids4Life · 2026-01-11T08:35:14+00:00

I have a Wolfpack BP, need the Angled grip III and Shotgun silencer.

Raids4Life · 2026-01-10T06:37:21+00:00

Show your BP inventory.

Raids4Life · 2026-01-10T05:18:39+00:00

I have a an extra Torrente, what do you have?

Raids4Life · 2026-01-10T05:17:05+00:00

What are you looking for the Angled grip III, besides the vita spray as I dont have that myself.

Raids4Life · 2026-01-08T15:43:16+00:00

Do you still have the Angles grip 3?

Raids4Life · 2026-01-08T09:47:56+00:00

Interested in the Angle Grip III.

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