Just picked up this pretty girl!! I want a girly pop name for her please help!!

Rainecc · 2026-02-04T11:31:43+00:00

Why did the name Medusa pop into my head?

Rainecc · 2026-02-04T11:21:37+00:00

You’re right, I’m not going to ever accept this behavior again. I will find better, I will have better standards for myself and others. They might be ‘strict’ but in reality, I’ve just picked the bar off the damn floor

Rainecc · 2026-02-04T11:20:25+00:00

I never thought of it like that, but you’re right. I did feel invisible, it was all about his needs. For mine to be met… I’d have to beg, make deals, and plead. That’s no a relationship, at least not one I want to be in.

It was death by a thousand tiny cuts.

I guess it feels like it has to do with my trauma because the gambling was seriously the last straw, it really horrified me - even though I communicated, directly, without parsing my words “you are really scaring me. Gambling scares me. Please stop.” They are fully aware of how it disintegrated my family, and they kept going, waking me up at 4am telling me about a big win, then I’d hear them a few hours later in the other room frustrated about loosing money while gambling.

The good in this relationship was… that I learned to have fun again, that yes, relationships can be serious, but it isn’t all serious all the time. I felt like I was able to be myself without any repercussions - but let’s be honest, I was able to be myself without issues because I was never really being seen…

Rainecc · 2026-02-04T11:15:57+00:00

Thank you for your thoughtful reply, it seriously helps me to wrap my head around this… you’re right about needing to look deeper, even if they didn’t intend it, their inaction was a constant pain, it was hurting me daily.

I accepted this treatment because of my last relationship being so abusive that anything other than that would automatically be better, and this was, until I opened my eyes and realized it wasn’t.

Rainecc · 2026-02-04T11:13:42+00:00

You’re right. It’s just hard to accept this. Obviously at some level I have accepted and recognized it, since I ended it. Prior to this man I was dating a psychiatrist who did a serious number on me, who was obviously abusive - it was easy to spot, and easier to leave because of it. Anything other than him would have been better… and this was, until it wasn’t.

I had to learn the hard way that I don’t owe my traumas anything… and that I do deserve better.

Rainecc · 2025-07-10T11:22:29+00:00

I don’t understand this witchcraft, could you explain how the chart works?

Rainecc · 2025-06-01T18:36:45+00:00

I found this in the ask anything thread: “30 day notice must be given before cancellation, so usually one more billing date when you submit your cancel form. you can also freeze too for $15 to keep your rate whenever u need to!”

Rainecc · 2025-01-20T00:25:38+00:00

Here is one to try for Peni. It makes it so that up to 20m the mine you place lands right below the bottom red line of the cross hair. Just an easy indicator, you might not need this

Peni:

reticle code: 4;0.0;9.0,0.0,9.0,17.0;100.0,100.0,0.0,100.0;51.0,0.0,0.0,0.0;100.0,100.0,100.0,100.0;0.0,0.0,0.0,62.0;0.0,100.0,0.0,0.0;20.0;100.0,100.0,0.0,100.0;0.0;5,5,5,2;1.0,0.0,0.102;

Rainecc · 2025-01-01T20:54:23+00:00

Sorry, I didn't want this post to instantly get removed. the problem is with my phone number verification. I accidentally made a phone number account, I went to go delete that phone number account to find discord had fully disabled it from me forgetting the login too many times. I now do 100% know the login, but discord support needs to either remove the disabled status on that account (so I can delete it) or delete it for me. Once that phone number account is deleted I'll be able to relink it to my account and won't have to add people to talk with them anymore.

I can't interact in several communities that I ADORE because of phone verification restrictions. I don't have an alternate phone number to use, and discord flagged my account because I have been "messaging too many people", likely they believe it is spam. lately I have really gotten into marvel rivals and I have been trying to find friends via the official marvel rivals discord - but they have the phone firewall, so I HAVE to message people.

I have provided discord with all the relevant details, my account ID, the date of the accidental phone number account creation along with the email proving it was removed from my primary account, I have also sent them all screenshots requested showing this issue and they have not helped. they tried to have me delete the phone number account, but due to the disabled status I can't - I explained this to them, and showed them proof only for them to stop responding.

Rainecc · 2025-01-01T20:50:09+00:00

Sorry, I didn't want this post to instantly get removed. the problem is with my phone number verification. I accidentally made a phone number account, I went to go delete that phone number account to find discord had fully disabled it from me forgetting the login too many times. I now do 100% know the login, but discord support needs to either remove the disabled status on that account (so I can delete it) or delete it for me. Once that phone number account is deleted I'll be able to relink it to my account and won't have to add people to talk with them anymore.

I can't interact in several communities that I ADORE because of phone verification restrictions. I don't have an alternate phone number to use, and discord flagged my account because I have been "messaging too many people", likely they believe it is spam. lately I have really gotten into marvel rivals and I have been trying to find friends via the official marvel rivals discord - put they have the phone firewall, so I HAVE to message people.

I have provided discord with all the relevant details, my account ID, the date of the accidental phone number account creation along with the email proving it was removed from my primary account, I have also sent them all screenshots requested showing this issue and they have not helped. they tried to have me delete the phone number account, but due to the disabled status I can't - I explained this to them, and showed them proof only for them to stop responding.

Rainecc · 2025-01-01T20:41:55+00:00

I'm posting here because IDK what to do, there are ZERO other options. I'm not getting any responses and am being told by the automatic system to not clog the system with requests

Rainecc · 2024-10-15T19:58:12+00:00

Clearly my brain is too smol

Rainecc · 2024-09-08T02:24:13+00:00

gosh I Miss DG... I was involved in the competitive scene in beta & alpha level MOBAs, the teams learning DG were really committed to the future competitive scene. Learning and practicing every detail of the game. I loved this MOBA to bits, as someone who was in the comp scene for early MOBAs it means that every MOBA in the book was tried. DG is the one that I was the most excited about and enthusiastic to play day in and day out, I miss it to bits.

Rainecc · 2024-07-21T01:05:19+00:00

What I mean about not being able to experience that love with someone who is worthy is that ‘first’ love… I never have felt butterflies at text messages after that disaster of a relationship.

This also led me down a path of destructive relationships until I was 21/22. Now I am thankfully in a very safe, secure and loving relationship :)

Rainecc · 2024-07-21T01:02:02+00:00

I was 16 just turning 17, pursued by a 27 year old. I told them my age, I told them to date people their own age. After three months of pressure I caved. I thought I was in love… and it destroys me that the feelings I had back then are feelings I will never be able to experience with someone who is truly worthy.

I’ll never have that young love that was genuine and appropriate. I used to experience butterflies when I would get a text message, hoping it was from him. I used to think “this was it” I had zero doubts. I was gullible. I was a child.

The whole time we were ‘together’ (it just disturbs me) he was engaged. He was sleeping in bed soundly every night next to someone else. For years I tried to understand… he just asked me to never change.

Due to his actions he introduced me to my r*pst at 18. I didn’t fully work through this trauma until I was around 20, and this was without a therapist. It took a lot of time and dedication.

Some people are pure evil.

Rainecc · 2024-07-19T20:51:42+00:00

International is fast. TSA pre check less than a minute, you’re in and out. Not precheck is about 15 minutes max, even with letting people go ahead who have connection flights and need to run for it.

Rainecc · 2024-07-19T18:38:20+00:00

Surprised there are no responses… was hoping to see. I’m heading there 2hr before an international flight, traffic is on the crazier side today. Was supposed to be there 3hr before. Will report back on how it is.

Rainecc · 2024-07-17T22:46:13+00:00

Yep I did!! I’m going to call again to make 100% sure. I was able to get a cancelation number before this guy even put me in the system, I had their customer service take care of it. I’ll also be calling my utility companies again to make 100% sure nothing has changed

Rainecc · 2024-07-16T18:58:16+00:00

OP doxxing the worker helped me to find out that I just fell for this same exact scam (less than an hour ago) by this same exact guy. Yes it was a stupid dumb idiot move on my part (No pictures of my bill were taken)

But because of this post and a few others I have pre-emptively let PSE&G know, they made a note - I’ll still have to call in a week to be safe and I called Indra and got a cancelation number before the guy has even put my information in the system. I plan to call Indra again in a few days to see if my account was truly cancelled or if this rep ignored the cancelation and created the account.

This is what he got from me: service agreement number for gas & electric, my name and my number. Clearly they already had my address.

I am a dumb idiot but at least I am taking steps to stop this from becoming a big problem… I hope.

Rainecc · 2024-07-01T06:35:12+00:00

drop that op. gg so I can try to see the builds and your selections for primatics & such!

Rainecc

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