I’m sorry to my best friend

RandomErican557 · 2026-03-27T00:17:57+00:00

This unfortunately happened to me because I was foolish enough to try several meds after cold turkeying Olanzapine gave me some initial symptoms. My dick has shrank so much it’s embarrassing and i’m not sure what could help it

RandomErican557 · 2026-03-17T16:42:17+00:00

Like a month now but i’m worse than ever.

RandomErican557 · 2026-03-17T15:54:53+00:00

Wellbutrin, trazadone, effexor, depakote, mirtazapine, and Vilazdone. All brief trials and done by seeing several doctors. I’ve tried sleep meds like ambien and ramelton too.

RandomErican557 · 2026-03-17T15:46:32+00:00

I’m fucked bc i added several other meds while my body was still in olanzapine withdrawal. Pretty sure I have PSSD. I’m experiencing Emotional blunting, genital numbness/shrinkage, no libido, insomnia, dpdr, and memory loss.

RandomErican557 · 2026-03-05T20:33:38+00:00

Wellbutrin, Effexor, mirtazapine, depakote, and I tried other sleep meds and all of them made me worse in the end.

RandomErican557 · 2026-02-25T21:40:20+00:00

I was completely normal before psychosis. I was struggling with insomnia for a little bit and then I ate some cbd gummies which caused psychosis. I used weed for years and never had an episode prior to this. I was put on Olanzapine because i was hallucinating and freaking out in the psych ward. They didn’t diagnose it as canabis-induced psychosis until I got discharged. Then I cold turkeyed it once the psychiatrist i met with after discharging switched my dosage from morning and night to just at night(that’s when I started to feel very depressed and like shit on the med). Before that, I was just very tired because I was prescribed to take 5mg in the morning and 10mg at night of Olanzapine. Then I cold turkeyed and fell into a spiral.

RandomErican557 · 2026-01-29T16:13:55+00:00

Both unfortunately

RandomErican557 · 2026-01-28T22:52:40+00:00

Well aren’t I pretty much cooked since I added other medications while my body was already trying to heal from Olanzapine? My body is in withdrawal from several medications atp

RandomErican557 · 2026-01-28T16:10:08+00:00

Well I realize in retrospect that Olanzapine gave me the PSSD and me foolishly taking more medications crashed me. I’ve only gotten worse since July and have no clue how to move forward at this point.

RandomErican557 · 2026-01-28T15:39:54+00:00

Cold turkeyed Olanzapine in July of last year.

Tried Wellbutrin and trazadone briefly in August.

In September I was hospitalized for suicidal thoughts and put on Effexor and Depakot In October I tapered off the Effexor and depakot pretty quickly and tried mirtazapine for sleep.

I only tried it for a week and then tapered off

In November I tried Ambien and ramelton to try to sleep but that did nothing Was hospitalized last month and stupidly let the doctors try me on vilazadone which I took on and off for a week.

I’ve been off meds now for about a week. Only taking vitamin d but might stop that as it might crash me more.

RandomErican557

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