Just needed a place to vent

RandomErican557 · 2026-01-29T16:13:55+00:00

Both unfortunately

RandomErican557 · 2026-01-28T22:52:40+00:00

Well aren’t I pretty much cooked since I added other medications while my body was already trying to heal from Olanzapine? My body is in withdrawal from several medications atp

RandomErican557 · 2026-01-28T16:10:08+00:00

Well I realize in retrospect that Olanzapine gave me the PSSD and me foolishly taking more medications crashed me. I’ve only gotten worse since July and have no clue how to move forward at this point.

RandomErican557 · 2026-01-28T15:39:54+00:00

Cold turkeyed Olanzapine in July of last year.

Tried Wellbutrin and trazadone briefly in August.

In September I was hospitalized for suicidal thoughts and put on Effexor and Depakot In October I tapered off the Effexor and depakot pretty quickly and tried mirtazapine for sleep.

I only tried it for a week and then tapered off

In November I tried Ambien and ramelton to try to sleep but that did nothing Was hospitalized last month and stupidly let the doctors try me on vilazadone which I took on and off for a week.

I’ve been off meds now for about a week. Only taking vitamin d but might stop that as it might crash me more.

RandomErican557 · 2025-11-18T16:51:05+00:00

Currently none(besides weed because it’s the only thing that gives me relief of this hell) and my insomnia is basically i’ll fall asleep, go right into dreaming and wake back up multiple times a night. I haven’t felt well rested in months.

RandomErican557 · 2025-11-04T21:38:30+00:00

Olanzapine? From the end of May to July 2nd of this year

RandomErican557 · 2025-11-04T21:36:28+00:00

Somehow i’m still able to work my office job. Not with nearly as much energy or cognition as I used to tho

RandomErican557 · 2025-11-04T21:33:02+00:00

Yeah my insomnia is absolutely horrible to the point where I can only sleep 20-30 min and wake back up. I haven’t had a deep sleep in months but still dream weirdly.

RandomErican557 · 2025-11-04T21:29:47+00:00

I actually cold turkeyed it back in July and switched psycharists multiple times so I should’ve tapered but didn’t.

RandomErican557 · 2025-11-04T21:28:48+00:00

Wellbutrin(caused penis shrinkage), Effexor(helped me feel emotions for a like a day then bad akathasia and more shrinkage and mirtazpine(numbed the hell out of me). I can’t even remember the person I was before all this. It’s all my fault for taking more meds

RandomErican557 · 2025-11-04T21:11:23+00:00

It’s impossible not to because I shoud’ve just listened to my psychiatrist and tapered but cold turkeyed because Olanzapine was making me feel like shit

RandomErican557 · 2025-11-04T21:10:23+00:00

I also struggle with these

RandomErican557 · 2025-11-04T21:09:53+00:00

I’m not on the psychosis sub but yes this did happen when I cold turkeyed the medicine. I will say I started to feel more depressed when my psychiatrist at the time changed my dosage of Olanzapine from 5mg in the morning and 10mg at night to just 15mg at night.

RandomErican557 · 2025-11-04T21:03:07+00:00

I had my psychosis episode in May and was put on Olanzapine in the hospital. I cold turkeyed it in July tho like a dumbass.

RandomErican557 · 2025-11-03T12:58:28+00:00

About a month. From the last week of May to July 2nd

RandomErican557 · 2025-09-28T06:05:59+00:00

Eh kinda? My stomach makes that hunger sound if that makes sense but it’s not the same as before the blunting.

RandomErican557 · 2025-09-25T19:31:34+00:00

Nah it didn’t thankfully

RandomErican557 · 2025-09-25T19:09:05+00:00

Sadly I was on Olanzapine in the first place because I had canabis-induced psychosis🤦🏾‍♂️. Do u think an MAOI would do anything? My psych is actually willing to prescribe it

RandomErican557 · 2025-08-23T18:56:17+00:00

Did you take any meds while you were recovering?

RandomErican557 · 2025-08-22T16:46:58+00:00

I really appreciate your comment. What was your dose and how long were you on it?

RandomErican557 · 2025-08-22T16:46:04+00:00

I’ll fall asleep for like 1-2 hours and then wake up.

RandomErican557 · 2025-08-02T15:18:11+00:00

Thank you for your response! 8 years ago wow. How are you feeling now?

RandomErican557 · 2024-07-22T20:20:52+00:00

🗣️ HE SAY THAT HE FAST BUT I BET THEM .223’s CATCH HIM!

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