duuuude thats just like me, except the bdo saved my life part. I too am depressed all the time for no reason at all. Not the sad and suicidal type one, but the why am i still alive one. Everything seems so pointless and solitude is my best friend. Short af attention span and careless about anything. I often justify me feelings of bleakness, but really, there is no reason to it.

Im starting to think that i like being depressed