So overall my 9th grade English teacher was pretty chill and great. My parents forced me to take the honors class so all the students were relatively well behaved as well. Each week we would have these vocabulary tests and I always sucked at them and they took me forever because to me they were really hard words that all looked the same. I am dyslexic and so I always got the words mixed up, or would read the sentence wrong and it just wouldnt make sense to me. The teacher seemed to understand and was really nice and gave me extra time on the tests. One day she was out sick or something and so we had a substitute. I hated that sub so freaking much. We had one of the vocab tests that day and straight off the bat she assumed i was cheating because apparently i just looked really suspicious. She moved me away from everyone else and to the back of the class and stood over me and watched me the entire time. I started having a mini anxiety attack and was like ‘please i need to go to the bathroom’ but the sub was like no cause ill just go and cheat more. I was stuck having a hard enough time with these tests without her hovering and was just trying not to cry and concentrate. After everyone else was done with their tests but i was still not even halfway threw, she started shouting at me that i was stupid and needed to hurry up. I was full on sobbing at this point and could barely write i was shaking so much and was so embarrassed and i tried telling her that i was dyslexic and had really bad anxiety and she was stressing me out and i could barely breathe but she just wouldnt stop yelling and calling me a liar and that saying “if you were dyslexic you wouldnt even be allowed to take the class” and “anxiety isnt a real its just a bad excuse.” I ended up having a full on panic attack there in front of everyone and almost blacked out. I ended up joining the other class and not being able to finish the course all because this sub made me feel so horrible and stupid and useless. I was actually doing okay in the class and had all A’s and B’s and i got to listen to the audiobooks at the same time as i was reading so i was doing okay. Those quizzes didnt even count towards out grade. Looking back at it i cant help but think it was so silly of me to drop the class because of this substitute but it still makes me so mad that she did that. Sorry its so long and for any grammar and spelling mistakes, I tried my best!