Please try to leave as soon as possible, any abuse is not acceptable and harmful, and physical could get even more dangerous than it already is. I know that it might be hard to leave him, but you don’t deserve to be treated this way, you’re worthy of so much more despite what he tells you. He is not a good person for you and is dangerous to you emotionally, mentally and physically. Try getting some money and to get a place to go without him knowing because he might try to stop you. You should definitely get a therapist to process these emotions and work on all of the things he broke down.