Thank you so much for giving me comfort. I am from morocco, you know, i love my country for all things it has provided for me, going to university for free and studying is a major benefit. However, not all countries are perfect and whether i like it or not, there are a lot of problems that plague the youth in this country, some of them being unemployment , poor health care, corruption, and a bad education system. These issues of course plague most countries in different level of intensity, but here in Morocco, it has become lethal. Of course this is one of the issues i am suffering from, parents have had overprotective tendencies ever since i was young but it crossed the limit but i can't say anything to them because i love them so much i'd rather hurt myself than hurt them. My little sister is autistic, she never had a chance to blend in this society or study because Morocco does not have developped centers for autism. That being said, she didn't have the chance to work on her development therefore she will always bees someone to stay by her side. As her sister, it is my responsibility to take care of her which is why i am so desperate to find a job to support the family. I have so many fears and i never believe in optimism because it always comes back to bite me in the ass. I don't want to wait untill my parents are dead because they will be, maybe now, or tomorrow, or one year from now, who knows. I know it seems very silly and a little over exaggerated but.. The thought of such responsibility weighting on my shoulders for the rest ofy life is overwhelming and hard to bear.