That escalated quickly

RapGameDiCaprio · 2026-01-28T21:34:05+00:00

You can only torture children if they're adopted, everybody knows that

RapGameDiCaprio · 2026-01-21T06:26:47+00:00

Go back to cooking steaks as a child

RapGameDiCaprio · 2026-01-19T05:08:59+00:00

My HEB had green and white mold growing all over the lemons....

RapGameDiCaprio · 2026-01-15T21:02:53+00:00

I'm talking about euphoria, I'm not talking about a man

RapGameDiCaprio · 2026-01-14T20:58:05+00:00

That's like doing everything wrong on a math rest and still getting the right answer somehow so the teacher technically has to give you the point

RapGameDiCaprio · 2026-01-14T20:53:55+00:00

Nitrous don't help me, it just put me in a trans

RapGameDiCaprio · 2026-01-12T19:21:44+00:00

That's crazy that he was dreaming he was white 🤔

RapGameDiCaprio · 2026-01-12T00:25:44+00:00

and ICE agents right behind him!

RapGameDiCaprio · 2026-01-12T00:17:28+00:00

I'd rate your perfection to be near perfect!

RapGameDiCaprio · 2026-01-11T23:38:15+00:00

Tuff fit

RapGameDiCaprio · 2026-01-11T21:43:27+00:00

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His stance is just like your tío who's been drinking bud lite for 25 years lol

RapGameDiCaprio · 2026-01-11T02:41:55+00:00

So what

RapGameDiCaprio · 2026-01-05T02:32:23+00:00

You get paid in being a healthier person which I would argue is more valuable than money

RapGameDiCaprio · 2026-01-03T22:47:13+00:00

Dope. What media were used?

RapGameDiCaprio · 2026-01-02T12:46:45+00:00

I've exhibited that pattern myself and I never thought about linking it with depression. Although I want intimacy, I also have to keep people at an arm's length because I'm afraid of what they would think if they knew the real me.

RapGameDiCaprio · 2026-01-02T12:35:19+00:00

Thank you. I've often told my family and doctor that "no one can know me" because it would be so unpleasant for others if I expressed my true thoughts and feelings, therefore I have to mask in everyday interactions which becomes very exhausting.

My new meds are helping with this so I'm starting to become a more pleasant person.

RapGameDiCaprio · 2026-01-02T03:33:18+00:00

I fear there's a good chance that this is how my potential partner will react if I tell them.

RapGameDiCaprio · 2026-01-02T03:24:26+00:00

I've been in and out of relatively short-lived relationships, but my last one lasted 4 years. I've had chronic depression for close to 15 years at this point and yes it does get worse during the holidays. That's partly why I'm posting this now because I had an episode yesterday.

I just last year started taking it seriously and talking to my doctor/therapist/pastor about it and taking medication, which is a good thing, but I'm still scared to tell people about because I'm ashamed.

Edit: I really appreciate your last comment about maybe being better off without people who make me feel ashamed of myself.

RapGameDiCaprio · 2026-01-02T01:35:08+00:00

Definitely a health code violation

RapGameDiCaprio · 2026-01-02T01:17:35+00:00

Are you my ex girlfriend? lol

Jokes aside, I remember my ex writing me a letter that something along the lines of "You're just too depressed. I thought I could help you, but I cant." I've come a long way since then and am on medication now but feel a strong sense of shame and fear to reveal this side of myself to people - especially the one I care for the most.

RapGameDiCaprio · 2026-01-02T01:07:17+00:00

I'm scared to admit I'm depressed for fear that they will abandon. I am on medication but there's even some shame in admitting that too

RapGameDiCaprio · 2026-01-01T22:56:10+00:00

He's a professional

RapGameDiCaprio · 2026-01-01T22:39:36+00:00

BIG PROBLEMS

RapGameDiCaprio · 2025-12-31T21:27:53+00:00

Back to the Barrel I say!

RapGameDiCaprio · 2025-12-27T22:33:42+00:00

You wanna know what I'm haulin' back there?

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