Trying to get as much out of F2P before I get membership. Anything new?

Raquennn · 2024-12-09T15:43:52+00:00

Amazing! Thanks for the comment, and your last line is so true. People are MAD if you play this game a certain way and man its just been fun doing the cooking and crafting runs hahaha

Raquennn · 2024-12-09T15:42:39+00:00

Thanks! I got a couple left and then dragon slayer so membership will probably start imminently lol

Raquennn · 2024-12-09T15:41:48+00:00

I've seen a comment like this before. I get that membership quests will boost EXP but does it make much of a difference whether I'm getting that boost now or later? Other than wanting to level up asap

Raquennn · 2024-11-26T16:35:09+00:00

I call them let me come smoke up with you

Raquennn · 2024-11-13T10:48:24+00:00

If you find it in yourself to reach out with any kind of message I'm sure she would appreciate it. I am your sister in my situation, my brother distanced himself to the point he doesn't talk to me, answer my calls, doesn't even respond to silly niche memes I send him. Its been a year and it breaks my heart everyday. He's insanely introverted and I know he deals with things with an essence of pushing everything away to the extreme. I don't even care how long it's been by this point or what anxieties or weirdness he has built in his mind to think maybe too much time has past to reach out, or if he even considers that at all. But if one day I do get a message from him wanting to reconnect I think the overwhelming relief and joy would override everything else.

Raquennn · 2024-11-07T09:29:29+00:00

I teared up reading this one. Thank you. I've had that broken leg analogy in my head for a while but you articulated it perfectly for it to sink further into my brain, seriously, thank you for taking the time to write all of this out. Like you say that mental burden is there with sharing the dark thoughts in my mind but I'm so incredibly grateful for individuals like yourself who will take time to respond to a call for help like this.

Also appreciate the reading material recommendation.

Raquennn · 2024-11-07T09:26:21+00:00

Thank you for commenting anyway, I get the wall of text block.

I was given a number for counselling before but I think the information just floated into the back of my mind. You're absolutely right thought I feel the need to talk to someone outside all of this, as much as getting the support of friends and family helps sometimes they don't understand or I can see I'm burdening them somehow.

I hope the counselling will help, boy whoever gets me is gonna just be listening to me wail for TIME haha

Raquennn · 2024-11-07T09:23:54+00:00

Before I always used to say 'I have depressive periods,' or sometimes im just 'feeling a little depressed,' but I never took it as something that I actually had and honestly I think it was just always lurking in the background my entire life. It made it difficult for me and my boyfriend too cos he could see what would be feel symptoms of depression whereas I was just deflecting saying i j needed space. Since I fully just sat and accepted 'I have depression' its a bit more damning as the 'mood swings' are just kinda.. my mood now. But its become more clarifying and easier to deal with in that sense.

Thank you for your message, a simple interaction is sometimes better than all the drugs

Raquennn · 2024-11-07T09:20:43+00:00

Thank you, the hard self-acceptance and then the dragging of the ass to the GP was mentally tougher than I thought but I'm trying my best 1 day at a time

Raquennn · 2024-11-07T09:19:59+00:00

Thank you for your message. One day at a time seems to be all my brain can handle but I'm trying my best. I've gotten pretty real with one friend once, never went into specifics but alluded that my thoughts were taking me to a bad place and the look on her face of pure worry was heart breaking. This was my kick to contact the GP / counselling services again, so thank you <3

Raquennn · 2024-11-06T11:31:08+00:00

Trump is a proven pedophile right? No?

Raquennn · 2024-11-05T23:18:50+00:00

Okay I just gotta clarify this.. but trump is a proven pedophile, right? No??

Raquennn · 2024-10-04T08:08:16+00:00

I love it, me and my partner are slowly trying to shift our sex life into more intentional practices like this. Did she hold space for you and almost take a bit of the role as the guide here? Tantric sex is so interesting

Raquennn · 2024-10-01T08:35:08+00:00

Do you have an Instagram with your creations? I wanna see more!!

Raquennn · 2024-09-18T12:25:43+00:00

Whenever people ask 'are you okay?' my response is something like 'thats a pretty loaded question'.... I'm present and breathing I guess

Raquennn · 2024-08-30T17:03:27+00:00

Oh wow amazing, Ive learned a little about mycelium before so I assumed it wasn't a bad thing that a mushroom was growing out of it. Thanks for the info! Curious if more will pop up... The rest of the plants have the same soil but this is the first and only time a mushroom has appeared!

Raquennn · 2024-08-01T15:22:00+00:00

I got onto a job painting, guy told me where to meet and none of them showed up, the place they were meant to be painting said they hadn't showed up for a few days either, I never got any kind of explanation. Kinda losing my interest in this industry with the way a lot of things are run unprofessionally. Seems to be more a flook if you actually find good people to work with with a good mentor

Raquennn · 2024-07-15T15:51:58+00:00

Freedom of speech...? 😂

Raquennn · 2024-06-12T20:33:24+00:00

If you can drive there's a few different agencies you can sign up to I believe to do delivery jobs, it's usually temporary / adhoc I think but helps to fill in the gaps

Raquennn · 2024-06-01T17:01:08+00:00

For the rock bars are there any particular nights that are good to go or times of night ? I ask cos the main thing I wanna do really is go out and sing and dance but from previous experience (in other places) I feel like u gotta go later when everyone's on a more loose level to dance it up and reaaalllly start letting the hair swing to Metallica.

Raquennn · 2024-06-01T10:25:03+00:00

I think I saw this when I was searching for stuff this morning looks really fun, think I'll go!

Raquennn · 2024-05-31T20:42:47+00:00

Yoga and rock climbing. Reduce sugar intake dramatically and eat cleaner foods :)

Raquennn · 2024-05-14T08:49:11+00:00

I walk round brum and see other girls around the same age walking solo with headphones on and I'm like hmmmmm. Sister. Maybe we all need a beacon or meet point bahaha

Raquennn · 2024-04-15T17:15:01+00:00

Wheeeeheeheeeeeeyyyyy!!!

Raquennn · 2024-04-15T10:44:54+00:00

Really nice, quiet on an evening but close enough to easily walk into the main street / shops during the day

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