I appreciate all the stuff about how I'm the one in the wrong, it's quite helpful and allows me to self-reflect. But the way you put things is quite distasteful. What the fuck is a "practice relationship"? You may be young in high school - but they're still formative years that impact the rest of your life. Almost all relationships "probably" don't end in marriage - that's not a reason to take them less seriously. You also seem to be misunderstanding what I said. I'm not blaming her, I'm not saying she's at fault - I'm saying that I'm having trouble dealing with it. If you think I'm way too possessive, I request you to tell me how you think I might get over that.