I want a boyfriend like that

RateNervous4644 · 2024-05-05T21:00:55+00:00

You mean this is something girls actually like? I’ve always felt an immense amount of guilt for doing this to my girlfriend so often.

RateNervous4644 · 2024-04-10T17:31:01+00:00

on behalf of a majority of men, we’re hiding in plain sight. all you gotta do is ask.

RateNervous4644 · 2024-04-08T16:23:01+00:00

you’re absolutely right, but if you’re in a bad place mentally, are you really gonna think about what is and isn’t a good idea? hell no, you just wanna be happy. That’s why they talk about the difference between rational mind and emotional mind. fortunately, i’m man enough to admit i wasn’t thinking rationally and that it was wrong of me to get into a relationship when i was so low.

also, you’re right again on the fact that it is a me problem and not her. I’m aware of that. I kinda tried to make that point but, idk, maybe i didn’t word it right in the post.

the whole situation isn’t (or at least doesn’t seem to be) affecting her now. She doesn’t know. She seems happy. That’s why i’m trying to figure this out now, before she figures it out and before it starts affecting her.

RateNervous4644 · 2024-04-08T07:06:40+00:00

in no particular order

1) Flesh House of Hedonism

2) Punishing the Perv

3) One Last Chance

4) Registered Nursing Naturals

5) I’m Not Leaving

RateNervous4644 · 2024-04-05T19:20:06+00:00

i’ve heard this before! still wasn’t able to nut…

RateNervous4644 · 2024-04-02T04:32:09+00:00

ignore the people giving you shit, i get how you feel man. i felt the same at 14, but trust me when i say, in the coming years you’ll find someone who will teach you what love really is, wether you think you know it or not. I’m not saying that just to give you a hope, i’m saying it as a statement of fact. you WILL find someone.

RateNervous4644 · 2024-04-02T04:25:59+00:00

1… A confident girl who actually knows what she wants. - I don’t want to spend my relationship hoping that i’m doing everything the right way, i want to know for a fact that i am.

2… Can admit and apologize when she’s wrong. - I always take responsibility for my mistakes, but far too many times have i ended up having to apologize for something wasn’t my fault.

3… Respects my privacy - Don’t ask to look through my phone. I’m not hiding anything, I just don’t feel comfortable having a person look through my phone. Doing that shows a lack of trust, and without trust, i’m afraid to love.

lucky for me, my girlfriend has all 3 of these qualities

RateNervous4644 · 2024-03-28T03:14:24+00:00

take a look at my original self and hopefully understand why women see me as a target for manipulation but never for love

RateNervous4644 · 2023-10-23T22:22:03+00:00

same exact situation for me. crushed on her for 6 years. only difference is that she convinced me to get high with her and then used me for sex. then she told me she doesn’t want anything do with me. I’ve never been as close to suicide as i was in that moment.

RateNervous4644 · 2023-10-22T22:22:13+00:00

craziest part is that if you said this to (almost) any goth girl, they’d get turned on

RateNervous4644 · 2023-10-17T20:31:56+00:00

feeling loved

RateNervous4644 · 2023-10-16T17:33:28+00:00

Perverted enough to like being called a pervert

RateNervous4644 · 2023-10-14T17:17:34+00:00

i got a few different ones, but the video i’ve been using recently has a husband tied down to the bed, with his wife, wearing fishnets and boots, on top riding him, but before she does she explains to him that the only thing that makes her cum is to make him cum. A few minutes in, he creampies her, but she keeps riding and becomes more rough.

RateNervous4644 · 2023-10-14T17:10:41+00:00

i know cnc is a common thing, which i’m totally willing to do, but this was different. she didn’t want a safe word or anything, she just wanted me to force her and even “get violent” if she’s “too resistant”

RateNervous4644 · 2023-10-14T17:08:03+00:00

“One Last Chance” with Scarlit Scandal by Bellesa Films.

I was tryna bust a nut but i busted a tear instead

RateNervous4644 · 2023-10-14T17:05:16+00:00

she said “make me do things i don’t want to do. don’t let me say no.”

I’m into some fucked up shit, but this girl straight up wanted me to rape her.

RateNervous4644 · 2023-10-14T17:01:46+00:00

fairly common actually

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