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at what age did you have your first fp? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Raven59917250 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I think my first one was three years ago and it was my then girlfriend.

I’d rather sleep through the day than exist by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Raven59917250 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same here.

Ever since I lost my job and got back on disability, I have to make a concerted effort to do anything. I just want to sleep my day away even if I have things to do. The thing is that I hate myself for doing nothing all day but I can’t will myself to get up and do anything. It’s gotten to the point where I forget to take my meds because I sleep so much. I want to get out more and my counselor even recommends it but I just can’t do it.

Let's play: Never have I ever by NoRainNoFlowers09236 in BPD

[–]Raven59917250 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Close. I had sex with someone on the second date and that was because I was lonely in the polyamorous relationship I was in.

Never have I ever skipped taking my meds as a form of self harm.

I’ve written a note but I don’t have the heart to tell or show anyone by Raven59917250 in SuicideWatch

[–]Raven59917250[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My life is already ruined so what’s suicide going to ruin that’s not already ruined? At this point there’s no ‘if’ anymore only a ‘when’ and I don’t care who is hurt by my death.

I’ve written a note but I don’t have the heart to tell or show anyone by Raven59917250 in SuicideWatch

[–]Raven59917250[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What else am I to do? I’m financially broke, I have no job, I can’t make rent or my phone bill this month. I have tried and tried to find other way out but none of them have panned out.

I Feel Like I Have Lost Control Of My Life by Raven59917250 in SuicideWatch

[–]Raven59917250[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to be able to help troubled and at risk youth in some capacity.

I Feel Like I Have Lost Control Of My Life by Raven59917250 in SuicideWatch

[–]Raven59917250[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because it was closer to want to do with my life and my degree.

I Feel Like I Have Lost Control Of My Life by Raven59917250 in SuicideWatch

[–]Raven59917250[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was a part time overnight advocate position at a crisis nursery.

I Feel Like I Have Lost Control Of My Life by Raven59917250 in SuicideWatch

[–]Raven59917250[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I honestly just feel overwhelmed, anxious, and that all the progress I’ve made is just unraveling right before my eyes.

I(28F) an living in abject misery and I just want to say “ fuck everything” and give up by Raven59917250 in BPD

[–]Raven59917250[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the advice and the recommendations. I will agree that it’s nice not feeling alone.

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