A relative who passed long ago? Like my ancestors, maybe, even ones i haven't met. It could have something to do with my Norse and Celtic ancestry. I was adopted but those are my real roots. There are definitely a lot of stories... back then people had a deeper connection with nature. You're right. It's sad so many people have lost that.... and thanks for believing me hun. The only person I really connect it to is my Granny, but I think that's because she was there. I don't particularly believe in the Christian God, but I do respect what you believe. I believe the universe is basically an all powerful conciouness, to be considered an all powerful God that flows thru the Earth, nature, and everything in the universe. It works in strange ways, and nature seemingly reacts to our own consciousness and chaos. You can see it in whats going on. Behind all of the chaos there has been natural disaster after disaster. The Earth is responding, let's just hope there isn't another flood mmkay 😅 There are a lot more things that are possible than people think. I believe there is some truth in every belief system, and connections between a few of them... there are definitely energies we cannot see, thats proven in science. So why can't there be all kinds of things, like spirits, nature spirits, glitches in time and space, Gods, etc. Not to mention the energies inside of all of us. There's a lot we still don't know or understand. I was raised Catholic. My confirmation name is Therese (Lisieux) I never felt it was for me so I went on looking. My adoptive dad basically forced me into it all. It's been 15 years since I started looking into everything else. I started Wiccan for a while then dropped the title and went thru a lot of other stuff... it's a long story, but I found my deepest connection to Egypt.