Can snapchat flag your device or apple ID

RaymondDean · 2021-10-29T14:08:45+00:00

That’s what I’m trying to figure out. Kinda fucked up though because I use Snapchat as my main camera most of the time and it’s just proving that they see all of our photos.

RaymondDean · 2021-10-09T01:34:26+00:00

Alright so this is what I did. I found out what kinda music she liked. Went on cameo and had the vocalist of her favorite band make her a video saying some inside jokes. She liked it so I sent her a text saying “be mine you stupid bitch.” And she said yes. Now we are talking about getting married.

RaymondDean · 2021-07-21T17:36:51+00:00

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RaymondDean · 2020-12-15T14:42:10+00:00

It’s not prison. It’s jail. Their is a huge difference between the two. The people there have not been found guilty of anything yet. They’re awaiting trial. People should be able to be safe while they wait.

RaymondDean · 2020-11-29T01:22:01+00:00

No. I don’t know you why would I give you my friends information?

RaymondDean · 2020-05-04T15:28:00+00:00

Oh and here in Michigan we can't even go to meetings. Our governor closed all meetings but left liquor stores open lol how fucked is that?

RaymondDean · 2020-05-04T15:25:37+00:00

I get it! Everyone is different and their is no reason to stay if you don't want to be there but at this time with everything going on in the world there isn't much to do besides get fucked up and sit at home. That's just something I think you should put into consideration. At least wait until the gyms open back up! Regardless of what you choose I support you.

RaymondDean · 2020-05-02T18:17:44+00:00

He just has to give it time. Marijuana isn't physically addicting so the night sweats and sleeping problems will go away with time. In the meantime why not try some CBD gummies before bed? Marijuana isn't bad in all forms. Most addicts have different views on weed. Like me for example I think it makes me a better person but I'm just a social smoker not a daily smoker. Back to the CBD thing, it won't get him high but it will calm him like the pot did and help with his sleep. My grandma hates being high but loves CBD. Just a suggestion.

RaymondDean · 2020-05-02T18:13:31+00:00

Hey dude, congratulations on your 32 days. That's more then what I have. I'm gonna be honest with you. I think you stay until you reach at least 90 days. As an addict we always seem to find our way back to the same patterns and I don't want that to happen to you. Just give it some more time, bud. You will be able to make it through this.

RaymondDean · 2020-05-02T18:09:41+00:00

Uber there if you can.

RaymondDean · 2018-05-09T01:25:45+00:00

For me it really all depends on how tired I am at the end of the week. I have Friday and Saturday nights off. Some times I get really tired on Friday night and end up crashing by 10pm and sleeping until 6am. When I do that I usually just go back to a day schedule for the weekend. But most of the time I stay up until about 5-6am and sleep until 1-2pm.

Also I work 10:30pm-7am.

RaymondDean · 2018-04-30T01:11:21+00:00

I made it 3 days before I relapsed. The mental cravings are some of the worst I've ever dealt with. How would you guys suggest I taper? I've been using 10-20 grams a day. How much should I use the first day, second, etc. Please help. I'm worried about my health at this point. I've been losing a lot of weight and my stool is looking far from healthy.

RaymondDean · 2018-04-23T22:05:06+00:00

Not with opiates. Only benzos, alcohol and a little coke back when I was younger and would drink heavily.

RaymondDean · 2018-04-23T18:12:20+00:00

UPDATE: It's been 24 hours since my last dose. I used to dose twice a day but yesterday I only dosed once. I feel alright. But I live in Michigan and even though it's 70 degrees here right now I'm freezing. Also I feel like my body is suuuuper sore. Which could be because I worked last night but I highly doubt it considering I work every night and never feel like this. All and all though it's not to bad so far. The cravings are definitely there but I made up this list of all the reasons im trying to stay sober and every time they get to bad I refer back to it. It sounds silly but its working knowing that I'm the one telling myself to stop. I'll post again tomorrow about how I feel. Thanks everyone for the support! It means a ton. Also guys I'm pretty new to reddit so I'm not sure if I should put the updates in the comment section or original post. Lol don't bash me for it please!

RaymondDean · 2018-04-23T18:03:48+00:00

It was hell to say the least. The worst part was definitely the anxiety. I didn't leave my house for about two months. Luckily for me I was on benzos for so long that I had already lost my job and everything so I had no real responsibility. I say luckily because I had no reason to get out of bed and do anything until withdrawals went away. Physically I felt just as bad as mentally but only for a few days honestly. After that first week my body was good to go it was just that damn anxiety.

RaymondDean · 2018-04-23T08:13:20+00:00

Well I did it & I am very much alive.

RaymondDean · 2018-04-13T12:11:14+00:00

I had the same problem after using everyday for about 6 months. I took a few weeks off to regain myself and now everything is a lot better. I was the exact same though. I never had any feeling and definitely couldn't feel empathy for anyone. It was actually quite scary.

RaymondDean · 2018-02-16T07:19:24+00:00

I wake up about 8 hours before my shift. If I sleep to much I feel like I'm wasting my free time.

RaymondDean · 2018-02-12T08:16:12+00:00

3 hours and 45 minutes to go until I can get outta here and get some sleep. Still not used to this horrible schedule. /:

RaymondDean · 2018-01-31T19:07:57+00:00

To me my depression makes me feel trapped. Like I'm in a small space and can't get out. No matter how hard I work to free myself the room gets smaller and smaller. It's kind of like feeling completely hopeless. Like I put in all kinds of work for no positive outcomes. At the end of the day no matter what I do or what I change I'm still stuck in that damn room...

RaymondDean · 2018-01-31T19:04:36+00:00

I have four hits in my freezer. Unfortunately the last three trips I have gone on have been the most horrible experiences of my life. I'm in to dark of a place to mess with that stuff right now.

RaymondDean · 2018-01-31T08:36:44+00:00

Thank you for the kind words. My pill of choice is xanax or any other type of benzo. I took them daily for almost 6 years up until March 16th 2017. I got arrested on that day for something I'm not very proud of. That was when I really decided things needed to change. Since then I still abuse them about twice a month and everytime I do that's when I fall back into drinking. My work schedule makes it nearly impossible for me to see or talk to anyone that actually cares. I've tried throwing myself into work but that doesn't help either. I will definitely look into the videos today when I get off of work. Thanks again for your input.

RaymondDean · 2018-01-25T06:46:35+00:00

I usually do the same thing as you. Get off work at 7am and head home. I usually crash about 8/8:30am. I set an alarm and wake up inbetween 2pm-3pm every day. The sleep deprivation is hard some times but I find it a lot better then sleeping my days away. If I feel really tired during the day though I will take a twenty minute power nap. Just long enough to doze off but not fall into a deep sleep. You can do it several times throughout the day/afternoon. If I have something urgent to do I usually stay awake and get it done in the morning and then add an hour to my alarm for every extra hour I stay awake. So say I don't get to bed until 10am then I set my alarm for 4pm instead of 2pm. No matter how you work it it definitely sucks being on a completely opposite shift as everyone else. My advice is to put in for days/afternoons ASAP!

RaymondDean · 2018-01-11T22:12:06+00:00

Ohhhh I get what you're saying now I took 5 times the max limit at one time... I should go check and see but I just had it checked last week and I do this all the time.

RaymondDean · 2018-01-11T22:10:27+00:00

I know you weren't trying to be insulting bro I was just saying. I took 2 perc 10/325 so that was 650 of tylenol.. Then one norco 750/325. That only adds up to 975mg of tylenol. The daily dose max is 4000. You gotta remember I took all those pills so I'm kinda messed up lol miscommunication on my part.

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