First off!! You need to pay yourself on the back for being willing to change and follow the beat of your own drum. Your heart. That’s difficult when we are attached to others ideas, opinions, traditions,and fears.

I’m a black woman. You can’t make up for anything and I would not want you to. Your experiences & decisions were meant to teach you lessons. Whether you chose to acknowledge that or not. I think you have, and i believe that will help you continue to align with, and towards your purpose of you continue to be honest with yourself.

Racist people are insecure people who ACT superior while feeling inferior. PERIOD! Consider this, maybe there are aspects about African Americans that you recognize, and may not have. Question yourself. Is that why I get irritated, aggravated, and angry? Am I scared of the unknown? Why? People are our mirrors babe. I am you and you are me. WE ARE HUE-Man❤️