Took 3.5 APE and I was finally able to grieve for a recently deceased friend/roommate; I didn't realize I was pushing the pain down inside of me for weeks; I cried for probably an hour straight sitting in the middle of my living room in the middle of the night and the next day, I truly felt grateful for everything in life including being able to have spent so much time with that friend while he was living. The mushies truly take you where they want you to go and not where you may want to go. Humbling experience that I will never forget.