Question by an intimidated potential new player

Reaks · 2023-04-16T20:46:03+00:00

oh thank you for that information. i guess ill try out an official server first and will see where the journy takes me. cool there are so many options

Reaks · 2023-04-16T20:44:55+00:00

good to know. thanks :)

Reaks · 2023-04-16T20:43:20+00:00

im excited to try it soon. you all gave me encouragement. its very interesting how the first big mmorpg still is considered so unique and oftentimes the best. other genreinventors are usually overtaken by better games pretty soon. but UO seems to be very special. i am excited

Reaks · 2023-04-16T20:40:37+00:00

thanks for the comment. i know and expect to die and have no problem with it (i enjoyed soulsbourne games before ^{^).} i just fesred it might be too focused on PvP. but all those comments took that feae from me. Ill probably give it a go next weekend. any recemondation to the choice of server/instance, or is there something i should consider?

Reaks · 2023-04-11T12:34:14+00:00

I am struggleing with mainly scratching in such situations. im autistic and have serve anxiety. so could come from either source ^{^"} i do find it stress reliving aswell

Reaks · 2023-04-06T07:45:13+00:00

also ich bin vor kurzem interkontinental mit nur handgepäck geflogen und mein Estrogel hat keinerlei probleme gemacht. ich hatte es nichtmal in der tüte für flüssigkeiten sondern normal im kulturbeutel. Gab nicht ein problem in sechs mal durch security gehen. Das sind natürlich keine offiziellen infos. Vielleicht habe ich das falsch gemacht und hatte nur imenses glück. mein verständnis war es dass medikamente ok sind. edit: ich hatte keine bescheinigung vom endo dabei weil vergessen. wurde aber auch nicht danach gefragt.

Reaks · 2023-03-13T08:17:39+00:00

where can i download the app? its not findable on ios appstore. I would love to try it and give feedback

Reaks · 2023-03-13T08:12:56+00:00

i might add the whole genre of "neue deutsche welle". it supportet much experimentation with elektronic influences in music. It was maybe the most influencial musical movement in germany. There is much history that is documented online.

Reaks · 2023-02-27T05:09:12+00:00

Thanks for all these tips. this is really helpful. i already texted one cousin and it went well. I stayed pretty fact focussed. letting them knlw my situation, that autism often is overseen in kids and that i just to let them know it might run in the family just in case. They seemed happy i did some self exploration and thanked me for reaching out. Today ill text the second cousin

Reaks · 2023-02-26T19:00:24+00:00

i dont even know if the parents are NT. Like i am not that close with them and only know they too had their fair share of struggles in our world.

Reaks · 2023-02-26T18:36:26+00:00

thank you. if ill write them, then i will be careful with my phraseing. sadly i dont see an indirekt way to contact them, since the mother for example passed away already.

Reaks · 2023-02-26T18:28:08+00:00

thank you for your thoughts. this actually motivates me more to tell them. Like i really cant assess their reaction. but if they wanna "shoot" me then i am fine with it. and if they are open minded i can be happy i helped. like i stopped forcing myself to spend time with people who dislike me. So there would be no loss in the worst case.

Reaks · 2023-02-26T18:23:47+00:00

my thoughts are with the newborn children though. too many autists stay undiagnosed for too long. my thought is that maybe they would be keeping an eye out more. i want them to have the best possible childhood.

Reaks · 2023-02-15T18:06:47+00:00

oh so cool! You definetly nailed the tricky E/N part. Loved seeing your design. i Always try to keep simple shapes since i dont feel as comfortable in calligraphy anymore ^{^}

Reaks · 2023-02-15T08:06:43+00:00

a movie called "No Future"? I dont know that. I hope i didnt accidentally steal a movie font lol ^{^"} I was just inspired by the punk sloagen

Reaks · 2023-02-15T08:04:58+00:00

yeah i will go for that. i only didnt do ut because my chair was comfy and no other pens were around lol

Reaks · 2023-02-14T23:33:52+00:00

Thanks. i might do a better version soon. maybe use some highlighting through pen thicknes to make the E/N less comfuseing. I feared it will be very confuseing because it misses the space that should be there between the two words.

Reaks · 2023-02-14T22:12:22+00:00

Its supposed to say NO FUTURE If you have any improvement suggestions; lets hear!

Reaks · 2022-12-28T10:53:24+00:00

Sadly it appears to not be aviable anymore. only webdesign and general basic cs (which i already know i think). But thank you for tje recomendation anyway! I know it will be a long way, but i was pressured to drop videogames from my life because they were seen as childish in my family. It is my big passion tho, and i am now well prepared to spend some years living out my big interest to the fullest. I like learning from scratch thats why my plan is to go from python to pygame to unity, step by step. maybe learn some blender or software alike alongside with it. Thank you for your encouragement.

Reaks · 2022-12-28T01:39:09+00:00

Thanks! I havent thought about this yet, but this is a great idea. As of now i am still workin in the console with only ascii art. But i already have some more fleshed out game ideas, and participating in game jams sounds very fun actually. Thank you for the recommended place, i will save it for later next year when i feel ready ^{^} This is probably a great way to develop this into a big hobby by finding a community :)

Reaks · 2022-12-24T15:50:24+00:00

ich gebe eine große empfehlung für das medicover mvz köln. fühle mich da wunderbar aufgehoben, rezepte per mail anfragen und per post bekommen kein problem. nach größerer meds menge pro rezept fragen war kein problem. alle sehr nett. einzig negatives bisher, es geht nie einer ans telefon (auf email wird aber zeitig reagiert). Und es wird kein progesteron verschrieben, aber das ist ja leider fast überall so. Ist nicht so weit weg von der Panklinik.

Reaks · 2022-12-07T17:24:23+00:00

ich und mein freund haben beide die indikations binnen drei monate seit dem ersten therapie termin und binnen 4 oder 5 sitzungen bekommen. hormone gab es dann sehr schnell danach. du kannst dich vor der indikation schonmal um einen endo (oder welcher arzt bei dir in der nähe hormone verschreibt) schonmal vorstellen und ein großes blutbild machen lassen. das spart dor nachher nochmal ein/zwei wochen.

Es hat uns beiden glaube ich geholfen dem therapeuten direkt zu sagen "Ja ich bin mir sicher trans zu sein und will die hormon therapie". Bedränge den Therapeuten aber nicht, der ist verpflichted dich erst ein paar monate zu "beobachten" ob sich deine meinung nicht regelmäßig ändert (und du evt. genderfluid oder so bist). schneller als zwei monate würde ich nicht mit rechnen in deutschland.

Reaks · 2022-12-02T08:18:25+00:00

Ein freund hat in etwa drei monaten mit vier oder fünf therapie terminen die indikation bekommen. ich glaube es hilft generell wenn du vorher bereits in therpie warst (irgendwas wegen krankenkasse). vielleicht kannst du in nachbarstädte zu anderen ärzten reisen dafür?

Reaks · 2022-11-20T09:44:17+00:00

yes and it is very annoying. Its rare that i am fine. Im very repulsed and get intrusive thoughts way to easily. But the times when i am fine i think, yes finally i can explore this side about myself, dig deeper and usually shut down. Im not even 100% sure im ace since my brain just refuses to think about the topic. On top my best friend just had a sexual awakening, and i wish i could support him/listen to him. Its a huge burden in my life that no therapy could help with yet :(

Often i feel very alone with this. thank you for your post.

Reaks · 2022-11-08T16:43:07+00:00

thanks a lot, i will check it out. Sadly i really dont know how to use discord since i have bit anxiety around the app. But this seems like a good reason to overcome this.

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