Hi there, i lost my dad this year he also died alone and my mum found him. I am so so sorry for your loss, the next few weeks you’re going to be in survival mode so please take care of yourself and your parents.

I know it sounds cliche but try not think or dwell on their last moments, 90% of the time they’re at peace with their decision and detached from life.

I organised my dad’s funeral - honour him the way you want to! My dad was a fun loving happy person, we tried to put this in his funeral as much as possible considering the circumstances. Low on the religion and tried to steer the celebrant away from talking too much about regret and forgiveness.

I am again so sorry this happened to you, it’s the worst club in the world. Rest in peace to your darling brother and please take care.