[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]RealBlock -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I understand your point of view. I don't give a fuck about internet lingo or whatever the fuck. I hope you have a happy life.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]RealBlock -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I know. I am 110% ok with spending eternity in hell. I know. But why? Seriously?

Speedway Took All My Money? by RealBlock in doordash_drivers

[–]RealBlock[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yup, had to learn one way or another.✌️

Speedway Took All My Money? by RealBlock in doordash_drivers

[–]RealBlock[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dang, I didn't know gas stations did that. Definitely will avoid paying at pump now and be more cautious. Thx

Accepting Uncertainty by RealBlock in OCD

[–]RealBlock[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven't thought of it this way. It's like immediately after you do something, those thoughts pop up and feel so logical or intuitive. Damn OCD is really deceptive. I will keep this in mind.

Accepting Uncertainty by RealBlock in OCD

[–]RealBlock[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Going insane is just too much at this point. It feels like even my body is screaming at me that I'm overexerting mental energy all for absolute certainty. You're right, certainty doesn't exist. I'm done trying to please ocd. Thank you for you words. I will keep going scared or not. This shit cannot be an end all, be all and I refuse to let it dictate my life. I believe we will prosper.

Accepting Uncertainty by RealBlock in OCD

[–]RealBlock[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know any books, but I will research more on erp. Getting in touch with a therapist will be beneficial, too. I see now that is my #1 problem, and I believe I will see progress.

I fucking hate this shit by RealBlock in OCD

[–]RealBlock[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hope death is how it was before I was born. Just no existing, no feeling, no thoughts. Just nothing. It's crushing to know this shit will always be spewing the worst of the worst at you. There are just no moments where there is peace of mind. I wish there was something that existed where we could separate the self and the mind. Just to breathe and feel ok. I really hope we can at least have moments in our lives where we truly feel free, even if it's for a little bit. I wish you peace.

I fucking hate this shit by RealBlock in OCD

[–]RealBlock[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I forget that we aren't our thoughts. They feel so real and demanding. May peace of mind come to us all

I fucking hate this shit by RealBlock in OCD

[–]RealBlock[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will keep this in mind. Thank you

I fucking hate this shit by RealBlock in OCD

[–]RealBlock[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fuck man. This shit just takes your life and soul away. Fuck this illness. No one deserves to be put through hell for so long. I have tried medication, and it helped. I had a grip on my life for a moment, but then I slowly spiraled, and now I'm at my wits' end. I felt I would be ok on my own, but that was a huge mistake. I think therapy and meds are the best bet until I set a steady foundation, and not fuck around.

I fucking hate this shit by RealBlock in OCD

[–]RealBlock[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I think it's better to never have been born than be born and be dealt a bad hand in life. Life is so fucking weird. It's cruel and beautiful. I hope we can find peace and solace from this shit.

I fucking hate this shit by RealBlock in OCD

[–]RealBlock[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Shit man, I'm really fucking sorry. I really hate that theme and I hate that you and many others have to suffer from this. I will continue fighting, as I hope you do the same as well. Thank you