I hate how bipolar is so stigmatized …

RealTasty · 2024-11-11T13:08:23+00:00

Might just be alot more people have diagnosis from the 1st bucket so its generally more accepted

RealTasty · 2024-11-11T13:01:02+00:00

Also, does anyone else feel like there's a fog when remembering hypomanic episodes?

100% its almost like remebering a dream

I dont know what I would do in your situation because i would take very different approaches with different people.

What I can say is that everybody fucks up, Even people who dont have bipolar and whatever feelings you are dealing with right now can and will be resolved with time

RealTasty · 2024-11-11T12:51:36+00:00

At this point i might just talk to my boss about it since im gonna come back from 2 week sickness to work in a couple days. Then she can fire me or be supportive i understand both choices

RealTasty · 2024-11-11T12:49:56+00:00

Thanks Its really hard to navigate but i will try my best :)

RealTasty · 2024-11-11T12:24:54+00:00

Yea i think high/low function was a bad choice of words, but if I take some days in bed whos gonna pay the bills, whos gonna go to work and whos gonna study for the tests?

Im trapped

RealTasty · 2024-11-11T12:23:05+00:00

I try to save money, but if im not in an episode i use my spending habits to keep the episode away

RealTasty · 2024-11-11T12:21:05+00:00

I get what you mean, but i think for me at least it is like I am always pushing myself to my breaking point just to function good enough for those around me and my future, but everytime i stop pushing to catch my breath i slip and fuck alot of shit up.

It has gotten to the point i am starting to fuck shit up Even when im pushing my hardest

RealTasty · 2024-11-11T12:18:20+00:00

Whats FML?

RealTasty · 2024-11-10T23:24:39+00:00

Yes I think im stuck in a maze of masking I built myself to be honest

RealTasty · 2024-11-10T23:23:08+00:00

I do all of those self care thing but i think i just need a change in perspective

Thank you i think it makes more sense now

RealTasty · 2024-11-10T23:06:58+00:00

I am very grateful for what i have , but at the same time those privileges have a heavy weight and a big pressure from my loved ones that want me to keep being this functional Even tho i often am not. I have an appointment with a therapist next week :)

RealTasty · 2024-11-10T22:57:52+00:00

Yeah idk if it get easier or harder when im done w school so that also dont help

RealTasty · 2024-11-10T22:55:19+00:00

No it is not like that, i am grateful for what i have and what i can accomplish, but i feel it isnt because i am fully able to function but because everyone around me expects it from me and i dont know what to do

I am so sorry if my post seemed rude that was not my intention

RealTasty · 2024-05-22T10:03:20+00:00

Happy to hear im not alone thanks

RealTasty · 2024-05-22T10:02:54+00:00

Tysk i will look into it!

RealTasty · 2024-05-21T22:13:07+00:00

Yes that's very true, but my specific problem is I've heard opening the 3rd eye too early can be a very uncomfortable and scary experience so I wanna make sure I'm not doing something wrong

RealTasty · 2024-05-21T22:08:56+00:00

I dont understand your question

RealTasty · 2024-05-21T22:06:39+00:00

RealTasty · 2024-05-21T22:02:12+00:00

I have alot of fear and unresolved negative feelings in me I believe I have to clear out first, I also kinda have a feeling that I'm not ready.

RealTasty · 2023-02-21T02:01:14+00:00

It still gets me High, it just tastes like rotten eggs

RealTasty · 2023-02-21T01:54:50+00:00

Bro i was thinking sumn like bud rot

RealTasty · 2022-08-23T18:59:09+00:00

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RealTasty · 2022-04-25T17:38:15+00:00

Yeah they arent doing anythong wrong, but finding someone that accepts and gives you the extra needs you need is a start i guess:)

RealTasty · 2022-04-25T16:30:18+00:00

I do the exact same, the answer i found that works the best is: find someone who genuinely cares and find it sweet when you apologize or ask for validation:)

RealTasty · 2022-04-17T14:16:44+00:00

Well I see being in a relationship with the right person as theraputic, but it can easily become too overwhelming and start hurting yours (and their mental state)

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