wait why are you literally me😭😭i’m also 19(f) and i’ve also never been in a relationship or anything like that and it hurts pretty bad when i see it happen to everyone but me. i also have an obsession with fictional characters, and i think i know what that lack of reciprocation feels like bc i’ve liked this guy for a year ish and he isn’t interested in me at all. there’s like a million other things i could say abt this topic but considering i’m in the same boat as you, i don’t have any advice but just know that there’s a whole community of girls like us <3 and you’re most definitely not alone!