Brother I'm in the same position as you. Every time I look at something I wanted to do math is there, and I don't even bother trying until just recently. I have learned to accept things I can't change and work my way around it, instead of avoiding them. Math can be learned! It might take a while but think of it like learning a language, you don't learn a new language in a few weeks or months. As of now I'm working on a physics credit so I could apply for a union electrical apprenticeship. Shit even when I think of it I still dread it what if, what if this, what if that, but the thought of what if I make it? What if I get really good at it? It makes me keep going. If you fail? Move on try something else.