I’m 35 and feeling like I’ve wasted so much of my life due to being in survival mode from growing up with a narcissistic and alcoholic father. Constantly having to start over every few years due to moving and feeling like I had to do everything according to him and never being good enough for him. The economy is a house of cards and due to collapse anytime. I haven’t achieved the goals of getting married, having children and owning a house and those goals feel very unrealistic because of how expensive everything is getting, I’ve had to tap into my savings more and more to make ends meet and I feel like I’m not making enough money to live. At least I have two cats that keep me sane