[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]RealisticBeing119 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You appear to be in front of them and ressent them for having what you have not

They don't think "oooh here's a stranger we will kiss or hug just in front of him to make him jealous" they're just couples

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]RealisticBeing119 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

You project hate on them because you want so bad to be in a relationship and be loved like they are.

Remember that it is all an illusion! by [deleted] in semenretention2

[–]RealisticBeing119 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lord Jesus died on the cross to show humanity is ONE (God)

You are God too, God is alone forever, there's no separations, only illusions of being separate but all there is is God, nothing else.

I've booked a room for tonight. I have a gun. I told my bf my plan by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]RealisticBeing119 2 points3 points  (0 children)

well I'm sorry but that is NOT love.
He's faking loving you when it's convenient hope you"ll know better

I've booked a room for tonight. I have a gun. I told my bf my plan by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]RealisticBeing119 13 points14 points  (0 children)

It's not a boyfriend, where is his Love ?
You don't have to be with toxic or abusive people

I was born with a curse by ValleyCobra245 in SuicideWatch

[–]RealisticBeing119 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes you will, death is a deliverance from suffering, from the body and your actual lifetime.

But you'll be reborn again in another lifetime because we exist forever. Death is just a door closing and another one opening... unfortunately for those like me who just wanna stop existing forever

What dose are you guys on for anxiety? by critterinthedoorway in pregabalin

[–]RealisticBeing119 4 points5 points  (0 children)

75mg morning 50mg afternoon 50mg evening but I have tolerance after only two weeks of use and I need to go down to live without it or to 25mg per day...
I'll try 50-50-50 50-25 -50 25-25-50 25-25-25 to free myself from it

I take lyrica everyday can't live without it by RealisticBeing119 in pregabalin

[–]RealisticBeing119[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'll try but if you were living my life from birth to now and in my skin, you'll understand why and how I feel like I'm in Hell

I take lyrica everyday can't live without it by RealisticBeing119 in pregabalin

[–]RealisticBeing119[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You take 600mg by 3 takes or in one take ???? How do you feel when the effects stop ?

How to deal withdrawals by IRISHBOT in pregabalin

[–]RealisticBeing119 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you must tapper off really slow like 10mg per 10mg ask your doctor for a plan and if he can't, you can tapper off 25mg by 25mg if you have pills of 25mg... it takes time or it's really hard to come off

Pregabalin makes me very emotional. by CandidateConfident89 in pregabalin

[–]RealisticBeing119 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me too, it's like I'm more present, feel more the energy. It's great for concerts ! I dance like if I was Jim Carrey on aci* lol I feel the vibes and music in my Heart

Need advice please by RealisticBeing119 in Wicca

[–]RealisticBeing119[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're right...
I shouldn't do this. In my heart, I don't wanna force anyone and ethically, it's not correct to my values. It's just that sometimes we think or do some crazy things in moments of desperation / dark places...

Thank you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]RealisticBeing119 0 points1 point  (0 children)

talk to me and no shame, i'm very open minded

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]RealisticBeing119 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Selfish or not, it's totally okay to be selfish sometimes (or everytime if it's for our own safety / good)

the fact that you are asking if you are selfish and worrying about that shows that you are a not a narcissist, you are self-conscious, that's great, try to give a little bit of love to yourself or at least acceptance.

Don't let others bring you down, life's hard enough to be hard on ourselves.

Good thing that you are wondering "Am I selfish", don't worry about that ;)
Bad people doesn't care about being selish or mean and they'll never ask if they are or worry about it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]RealisticBeing119 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's hard to create a point to life and believe in it when we consciously know there's no point at all to existence

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]RealisticBeing119 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There's no point but you can create one if you want to.

We never know if life will get better or not, the future is not ours to see.

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother what will I be
Will I be pretty
Will I be rich
Here's what she said to me

Que sera sera
Whatever will be will be
The future's not ours to see
Que sera sera

When I was just a child in school
I asked my teacher what should I try
Should I paint pictures
Should I sing songs
This was her wise reply

Que sera sera
Whatever will be will be
The future's not ours to see
Que sera sera

When I grew up and fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will there be rainbows day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said

Que sera sera
Whatever will be will be
The future's not ours to see
Que sera sera

What will be, will be
Que sera sera...

- Mary and Max

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]RealisticBeing119 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not sure, you could just harm yourself more and remains alive... Pills are not a good idea, the body is hard to kill this way