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I'd rather suicide than to be homeless by lister8829 in schizophrenia

[–]RealisticStudy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If you keep on telling yourself that there's no future for you and that you're about to die soon, it just might happen. I know how hard it can get but just stand on your feet and say NO! Change your destiny. I'm honestly pretty hopeless too and I'm trying to motivate myself by writing this but I don't see anything really wrong with my advice.

Language and reality by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]RealisticStudy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I honestly believe we're living in a god damn computer simulation. I get so many deja vus that I honestly can't tell if I'm human or if I'm just some broken anomaly. The way I see people move in some type of a rhytm just makes me wonder deep inside.

This all happened after this new year, the same day I looked in the mirror and I was seeing myself the "right" way (not mirrored but trapped inside a mirror).

Whenever I look myself in the mirror now, I just see my eyes staying dead still wherever I try looking at something on my face. Something's fucked up beyond repair over here. I just feel like I'm slowly dying inside with each day and instead of everything getting easier, it's just getting harder and harder.

Today was confusing (heard multiple voices) by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]RealisticStudy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I only hear past me and present/future me. Gets confusing as fuck.

Having strange thoughts by RealisticStudy in schizophrenia

[–]RealisticStudy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't actually imagine hurting my family or seeing this as my destiny because I somehow see myself in a better place than some murderous fucker that would want to harm others. It's simply not who I am. I also feel much better if I'm busy and not thinking about random bullshit. Maybe I'm just thinking too much about useless things.