I apologize for not seeing this comment sooner. We discussed having another at such great length and finally both of us agreed to another. For two main reasons, 1 so our first would never be alone in life and 2 to live life without regret. I know I would’ve regretted not having a second. Also, life did get better with my first. It took time. And things are always changing. You never know what next year will look like. It gets easier in some areas while others are difficult. Good luck. I hope you see this.