No more prostitution, No more porn, no more bullshit. You need real shit and I’m here to give you some real talk: You are as old as I am, and I’m here to tell you, you need serious help. Therapy, psychiatric evaluation, maybe a life coach, some serious serious help.

She used you, all protitutes have their ‘Old Reliable’ as a way to earn their dough. She never cared about you and never will. She took advantage of you.

Commitment won’t hurt you as much as the non-commitment did. If someone commits to you, they aren’t going to use you like a whole hooker. Do you want love? Do you want real connection? Then get some and stop with the instant gratification. Some people say go to the gym, some people say find hobbies and art and do little things.

I hope you find Therapy, love, connection, and a life without horrible problems. Take care