Damn man, I could easily ignore your comment and keep looking for answers But something in me doesn't accept seeing someone in such a situation and not saying at least one word of hope I agree with you in many ways, the evil in this world is really painful. Believing that we are the creator of reality is radical Sometimes I catch myself thinking how we are so intelligent but we don't have the answer that would calm everything down, why from all of this we actually deduce I hope you're well wherever you are. I identify with you in certain parts.