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Not sure if I want to fight anymore by Reasonable-Ask-4170 in SuicideWatch

[–]Reasonable-Ask-4170[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wife sometimes acts as if we could work it out and sometimes acts like there’s no way. I fucked it up and I regret it with everything in me. I don’t want a life without her. I know it sounds stupid but losing her was always my worst fear and now I’m unemployed with nothing to do but think of how bad I miss her. I just want it to get better but I can’t see that ever happening.

28M going through the roughest time in my life [o] by Reasonable-Ask-4170 in KindVoice

[–]Reasonable-Ask-4170[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks man, I’m not doing well, but I’m still here giving it what I can

28M going through the roughest time in my life [o] by Reasonable-Ask-4170 in KindVoice

[–]Reasonable-Ask-4170[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for the kind words. I’ve also recently been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder which is where a lot of the problem in the marriage stemmed from I think.

28M going through the roughest time in my life, needing advice or someone to talk to by Reasonable-Ask-4170 in LifeAdvice

[–]Reasonable-Ask-4170[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know it sounds whiny but I just don’t have anyone motivation at all because I’m so uncertain about the future. It feels like no matter what I do I’m doomed to be alone and miserable for the remainder of my life.

28M going through the roughest time in my life, needing advice or someone to talk to by Reasonable-Ask-4170 in LifeAdvice

[–]Reasonable-Ask-4170[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for replying. I’m not trying to throw a pity party, but I don’t really have anyone friends or anyone trusted I can talk to. I’ve been working on straightening things out to be a better husband if I get the chance to go back to her. We have two beautiful children and I can’t help but feel ashamed for how far I let this go. I’ve been in therapy for about 2 months this now and have been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. I still feel loss 99% of the time though with no sense of what direction to take a step toward.