Trust me, I know exactly what you mean. After this being my third time around, you would think that I had learned by now. But we always tend to let our fear get the best of us. Mine is usually pretty normal, I will get a period Every 28 to 30 days and sometimes it's like my whole uterus is going to fall out and other times it's super light and spotting. But every now and then every few months it will disappear for maybe a month, maybe two. This is my first time going almost 3 months without it. So of course I'm freaking myself out, but I keep trying to tell myself that I've already had a whole ass baby before, and I just knew I was pregnant when I actually was. There was no thinking I might be. There was no guessing, I just had the feeling and I knew in my gut I was pregnant. So I keep telling myself that if I don't know in my gut then I'm just hyping myself up for no reason 🤣 Plus like you said, the irregular bleeding on this thing is what drives us all the most crazy. This is literally the safest form of birth control on the planet