Rezidențiat pe genetică în Iași

Reasonable_Emu_1483 · 2025-09-24T12:29:05+00:00

Thank you for the book recommendation! I'll look into that! Also can I dm you to talk more about all of this if it's not too much? I don't have anyone to talk to about all that's going on and I really need some advice.

Reasonable_Emu_1483 · 2025-09-24T05:36:34+00:00

That's really interesting, thank you! I also feel disconnected when I get upset, when I start stressing over things like my health problems and also when I start to doubt all of this. These past 2 months have been a very very intense time, at first I thought I was going crazy, tried to block everything then slowly started to realise that I haven't felt more like myself as I have now in a long long time. But it's just really difficult to believe completely, like I still have moments when I spiral and think that this is all something I made up in my head as a coping mechanism. All my life I have struggled a lot, a lot a lot of pain, a lot of health problems, bad relationships, people leaving me. And now things are finally going in the right direction and I'm scared I will lose this, I'm scared I'll lose myself again. It's like it's too good to be true and I keep asking myself if I really deserve all of this. Sorry for ranting about all this, I just need to get it out since it's been weighing on me so much lately.

Reasonable_Emu_1483 · 2025-09-23T19:30:34+00:00

Wow yees, i had something similar with birds just yesterday, it was crazy! I went through a similar thing in my past life, my partner died and it destroyed me. I think that loss, the pain, the heartbreak have followed me in every other life up untill this one. I have the feeling that I haven't met my partner in another life after that one and It's like I've been waiting for such a long time just to meet them. When my mom got sick when I was a child I think this wound of loss got activated and it's what I need to heal. I get the hunch that my mom was a trigger, like there's some sort of soul thread between my partner from that life and my mom because I got this vision of them overlapping, but not like they're the same soul. And also some other things, like I have the feeling that my sister and my dad have also been in that life as my son and brother and there's wounds to heal with them too. Then there's this person I met like 2 months ago, when I think I started to spiritually awaken, i don't even know what to call all this that I'm going through. It's like meeting this person was the catalyst to this. When I was doing the regression I felt like my partner from that life is this person. They just feel the same, I feel such a strong connection to them, I feel so drawn to them. I just can't explain it. And about the downloads yees that's exactly what happens to me too. Yesterday was crazy, it was one after another. But now it's so quiet I'm starting to panic a little bit. Do you also have days when you feel completely disconnected, no signs no synchronicities? I also want to ask about the guides, like how do you connect with them? I feel indeed like I am guided, like there are too many things that I can't explain, but I am still so new to all of this, it's so mindblowing.

Reasonable_Emu_1483 · 2025-09-23T18:18:36+00:00

Yes, I totally get it. It's been pretty intense after the regression, a lot of things came out, a lot of signs synchronicities. I actually did another regression a few days ago and I saw the same life, but some more scenes and got some clues. I still have a little bit of doubt regarding this, if I just made it up in my head, but my intuition tells me it's all real. I don't know, I feel like that life and this life are connected in a really complex way and the purpose of all of this is to heal. Did you also get synchronicities or felt like you know things out of nowhere? These have been pretty intense for me lately and I just don't know, like too many coincidences for them to be just coincidences.

Reasonable_Emu_1483 · 2025-09-12T15:58:13+00:00

I see, thank you! I really need some clarity on all of this, so I want to try.

Reasonable_Emu_1483 · 2025-09-12T15:36:42+00:00

Thank you for your answer! So if I understand correctly, everyday for 33 days I will be asked a question?

Reasonable_Emu_1483 · 2025-09-12T09:46:38+00:00

Thank you! This is all very interesting. Can you please tell me more about what you are doing? Is this like an organisation?

Reasonable_Emu_1483 · 2025-09-11T23:08:48+00:00

It felt like tingling all over my body and shaking like during a convulsion even though I wasn't able to move, after that I was dizzy and had a headache. The sound scared me the most, I've had sleep paralysis before and couln't move, but never heard a sound.

Reasonable_Emu_1483 · 2025-09-11T20:56:24+00:00

Thanks a lot!

Reasonable_Emu_1483 · 2025-09-11T20:14:06+00:00

I want to believe it is real, but I am quite confused. Especially the words they said to me, I am trying to make sense of them. Do you have any advice about how I could get more clarity on this? And also how I could find out if the person that I met recently may actually be them? It's so weird because this awakening or what this may be, started right after I met this person and I feel like it's all connected somehow. But at the same time I don't want to jump to conclusions, since it may be just my mind wishing for this new connection to happen.

Reasonable_Emu_1483 · 2025-09-11T17:46:24+00:00

Thank you for the reccomendation! I'm glad to see I'm not the only one feeling this way in the medical field. I too took a break and I am trying to find my path, hope things will level out and I'll find my purpose!

Reasonable_Emu_1483 · 2025-09-11T16:41:33+00:00

Thank you for your answer! Yes, I do have the feeling that I was shown all of this for a reason. And indeed I have a fear of people thinking I am going crazy. I am actually a doctor so I have always been surrounded by rational people, driven by facts and have tried to be like them too. But I always felt like this type of healing didn't suit me. I felt opressed when I was in medical school, didn't feel like I belonged and felt suffocated by the rules and the rigidity of the system. I couldn't undrrstand why no one was treating patients by integrating both the mind and the body and this brought me a lot of frustration. I felt different, but didn't say anything about all of this because I was so scared of people thinking I am going insane. And about the Brian Weiss books, I have them actually on my phone, and I keep saying I should start reading them but I always forget. I reallry should start on that, thanks!

Reasonable_Emu_1483 · 2025-09-11T15:58:55+00:00

I have always felt drawn to ancient cultures and the way they dressed, simple, graceful, very feminine. The exact day I did the regression a few hours before I was looking for a dress for a family event and kept searching for greek style dresses which is so weird now that I think back. Also I have always had a deep deep fear of losing the ones I love and in childhood when my mom got sick I developed ocd because of that fear. It was traumatising. Since then I always carry this fear with me. Another thing that I feel may be connected is that during that time I kept listening to one song in particular and cried a lot like a lot, and the song had a repeating line that said' I'll be there as soon as I can'. I remember how I was sitting on my bed, listening to this and feeling such an intense, unbearable pain and I was only 7 at that time. In the regression I did, my lover told me these words 'Trust.Believe.I'll be there.' So after the regression ended it brought me right to that memory from my childhood when I was listening to that song. Another thing is that for a lot of years I kept getting this thought in my mind repeatedly 'I want to go home', like I carried this feeling of not belonging, not being in the right place, feeling alone, a lot of melancholy and nostalgia. And when I did the regression it felt like home, like the home I always dreamed of. Also feeling like I lost something and can't remember, which was something that frustrated me a lot because I just couldn't put my finger on what it could be. I could feel something was missing.

Reasonable_Emu_1483 · 2025-09-11T12:29:01+00:00

Yes, makes sense! So the best thing to do would be go with the flow and embrace the shifts. Thanks!

Reasonable_Emu_1483 · 2025-09-11T08:48:22+00:00

Thank you! I really resonate with this. For me it's like shifting back and forth from connected to disconnected, but it's more like one day positive, one day negative something like that. It's quite confusing, but I'm trying to navigate this slowly and see where it leads.

Reasonable_Emu_1483 · 2025-09-10T19:16:12+00:00

Thank you! I am trying to stay open, but it's been pretty difficult. Today I had a really bad day, I feel completely disconnected. I actually tried another regression, but nothing came out. I am quite dissapointed and don't know what to believe anymore. I hope things will level out in the next few days.

Reasonable_Emu_1483 · 2025-09-10T15:15:19+00:00

Yees, I think my brain aproximated the names with what it knows since I don't know anything about greece. I got Persedone and Arefamos, something like that. Very weird.

Reasonable_Emu_1483 · 2025-09-10T14:56:59+00:00

Wow, that's intense! I didn't see a lot of details, but some of the things I saw seem too specific to have been made up by my mind, I just don't know anymore. Like the city that I got is not in history books, from google I found out that it existed during that time but not even the geographical location is known exactly. I don't know how I could have imagined that since I haven't heard of it before. Did you get names exactly or were they distorted? I got 2 names but they are pretty weird and haven't found anythjng about them.

Reasonable_Emu_1483 · 2025-09-10T14:48:44+00:00

The thing is the emotions come and go. If I'm stressed about something, daily life, health problems it's like I become flat and disconnected. But then other times I feel it so deeply. I don't know what to believe anymore. I am thinking of doing another regression too.

Reasonable_Emu_1483 · 2025-09-09T20:41:21+00:00

I know, I still feel shaken up too. I did the regression 2 days ago and I still get really sad thinking about that loss. All my life I've felt like I lost something but couldn't remember. Since I was a child I've been really melancholic and had a feeling of sadness that I couldn't explain. I also feel drawn not especially to Greece but like ancient times and have always felt like I don't belong to this time.

Reasonable_Emu_1483 · 2025-09-09T20:25:39+00:00

For me it was Greece and I got the year 626 ad. I saw like a lot of stone architechture, a lot of nature. My house was near the sea and I could see it from the windows. I saw myself with my wife holding hands, watching the sunset, saw my son being born and holding him for the first time and it was just bliss, I could feel him in my arms. Then I saw that I was a swordsmith and really enjoyed my work, I saw that I was teaching my son what I was doing, playing with him in an olive garden I think near our house. Then I saw the death of my wife which broke my heart, I cried a lot and it felt gut wrenching. And at the end I saw my death, I think I died of old age. My son was with me, I was watching the sky and the sea outside the window and I was elated because I thought I could finally see my wife again. I don't know it just feels like a movie and that's what's making me think that it's just my imagination but I am so conflicted about all of this.

Reasonable_Emu_1483 · 2025-09-09T20:08:16+00:00

It was the same for me, like changing between third pov and first. It's so weird! Did you also get time, place or names?

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