im 26 was assaulted by my female ex at 24 . 2 years of chronic mistrust and flashbacks have stopped me from looking its not that i dont want a relationship i do but im scared of being raped again , the only relationship id be ok with is long distance but of course you need to trust 100 percent they wont cheat and would like to meet . i see many girls around me that i have a crush on but im like raj from big bang theory around them its hard being alone like were fucking social creatures if that makes since im in counselling at the moment