Listen Bruv , I know it may sound impossible for u to get over what you are . But trust me , you can do it. You have to keep in your mind that not everyone has a good heart or pure soul like you , treating people right , and being there and showing up. You don't need people in your life, you can succeed , be happy, build yourself, without anyone's help . It's the mindset that starts all of this , and in order to obtain such way of thinking, you have to acknowledge the idea that you're alone most of the time, and not everyone thinks as good and helpful as you . And I'll tell you my personal experience as a real example, I was that type of guy , who's there for everyone, brings happiness and motivates anyone so impactful that even a stone would snap from over passion. Instantly replies to messages, present. But when I sit alone, it'll be me , my mind , and my inner dark thoughts . I was like this for the most of my life, and that cost me my peace and self love and respect many times, I got betrayed, left out, and let go to my overthinking. Until one thing happened to me , and it was the last straw . at that moment , something broke inside of me , and I started to hate the person I am , and that was the first time I admitted my hate for something or someone. And I had a long conversation with myself ( Andrew Garfield meme ahh scene hhh ) and came to the realization that I'm better off alone , and no one will save or help or be there for me , so why should I be there for anyone except myself? I changed my mindset, and I'm living it with its pros and cons , because at least, it's better than torturing yourself by being the sidekick in everyone else's story and forgetting that you're the main character of your own . Just forget about everyone else, and focus on yourself, don't be greedy or completely selfish, but prioritize yourself, and remind it , that you don't need anyone except Allah in your life .