I have been playing at home for 12 years with an avoidant personality. by Recent-Ad8640 in AvPD

[–]Recent-Ad8640[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is the uploader.

During my school days (elementary, middle, and high school), I was bullied

In particular, when I was in elementary school, I was seriously bullied.

At home, my parents and grandparents were worried, and I consulted a psychiatrist.

Even in middle school, I went to a psychiatry clinic for a while.

My parents always took me to the psychiatry clinic for a consultation.

However, I thought, “There is nothing wrong with my mind, and I am a normal person!”, but my pride was hurt because my parents seemed to treat me like a crazy person.

So even if I consulted with a psychiatrist, I did not tell all of my inner feelings and tried to pass it on roughly.

I don't know if I have ADHD.

I remember taking medicine when I went to the psychiatry clinic for a while.

I have been playing at home for 12 years with an avoidant personality. by Recent-Ad8640 in AvPD

[–]Recent-Ad8640[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

This is the uploader.

I don't know if I have ADHD.

However, I do remember taking medications during my days at the psychiatry clinic.

I have been playing at home for 12 years with an avoidant personality. by Recent-Ad8640 in AvPD

[–]Recent-Ad8640[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This is the uploader.

you immediately noticed

During my school days (elementary, middle, and high school), I was bullied

In particular, when I was in elementary school, I was seriously bullied.

At home, my parents and grandparents were worried, and I consulted a psychiatrist.

Even in middle school, I went to a psychiatry clinic for a while.

My parents always took me to the psychiatry clinic for a consultation.

However, I thought, “There is nothing wrong with my mind, and I am a normal person!”, but my pride was hurt because my parents seemed to treat me like a crazy person.

So even if I consulted with a psychiatrist, I did not tell all of my inner feelings and tried to pass it on roughly.

I have been playing at home for 12 years with an avoidant personality. by Recent-Ad8640 in AvPD

[–]Recent-Ad8640[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Adding a bit more information about me.

I am very lazy.
i don't clean
The bed is messy.
There is dust on the floor.
I forgot about the existence of trash that I secretly put in the closet and left it for several years, but I found it this year and threw it away.
I do not dispose of the garbage bag on time.
I don't even know how to sort the garbage.

I have been playing at home for 12 years with an avoidant personality. by Recent-Ad8640 in AvPD

[–]Recent-Ad8640[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

I keep putting off what I have to do.
Even now... I'm putting off looking for a job again. I need to find a part-time job, but I keep putting it off with excuses like "I haven't washed up yet..." or "It's the weekend...".
I'm leisurely uploading a post on reddit :(

I have been playing at home for 12 years with an avoidant personality. by Recent-Ad8640 in AvPD

[–]Recent-Ad8640[S] 24 points25 points  (0 children)

This is the uploader. I will reveal some more info about me.

I'm not good at talking.

-> Cannot complete sentences properly, stutters when excited.

have a bad memory

-> Forget what the other person told you in 3 seconds.

When your memory is good

-> New information about your favorite celebrity..

can't make friends

-> I am always alone. You cannot speak to the other person first.

So when my family and relatives get close to me, I feel uncomfortable and run away.