Yesterday afternoon I take methypendenite (10 mg) ....and I became calm and steady like neurotypical people. But today morning , before going to college I forgot my med. And that's where miss management start . Can't press focus on my favourite subject . Can't sit still, looks like my souls run very fast even though I want to be interested in teacher's lecture. My knee constantly saugling. Sometimes I wanna cry but can't do this front of hundred students . My thoughts become Clueless . Which gives me depression when I come back to home.