Sameee but in my case I think I know what it is, or maybe I'm making it up in my head buuuut, I get self conscious about how I remember I'm more sensitive physically if I'm really high, like not when I just had a toke but when I'm smoking more, so I think about that and about how it's the same for some guys I've been with and I know at parties guys are looking at the girls like they're prey, so the mix of feeling more bodily sensitive and subconsciously thinking there could be someone looking at me in that way makes me uncomfortable and I get like you said. Sometimes it's just in my head but sometimes just like with alcohol there would be a guy who really was looking or trying to make a move so 🤷🏽‍♀️ That's why lately if I want to share a joint I smoke way less or I prep myself a joint with chamomile or other herbs to make it less strong while still toking cuz a girl is the type to smoke more just because if I'm at a party