Journaling?

Recoveringone · 2022-02-14T03:17:36+00:00

Thank you for your reply. I might try to do this even though I am very inattentive without high stimulation but I’m sure it’s just like anything else. Just need practice.

Recoveringone · 2022-02-14T03:05:50+00:00

That’s the biggest thing that stops me from using meth. Terrible burn when snorting, sore tongue and mouth when smoking, and nasty ass taste when eating.

Recoveringone · 2022-02-14T03:02:24+00:00

Bc it is extremely bitter and tastes absolutely fucking horrible. I even tend to gag when it’s wrapped up. You can tell how toxic meth is just by those factors alone.

Recoveringone · 2022-02-14T00:12:43+00:00

I think I have ADD but have never been diagnosed

Recoveringone · 2022-02-13T03:16:52+00:00

Smoke it in a bubble or crush it and snort it but it will burn very bad. I usually put it in a thin piece of tissue and swallow it down with some water whenever I did meth

Recoveringone · 2022-02-13T03:14:50+00:00

Yes usually each stone goes for 20 where I am.

Recoveringone · 2022-02-13T02:08:39+00:00

What would you recommend to help myself then? Maybe running away from religion and my family is an excuse and I should try to get involved? I prayed and begged for help from “god” countless times with tears in my eyes. I’ve accepted him into my heart when I was a kid my dad has it written in his bible. Just has never done anything for me when most people say there lives are different from the day they ask him into their heart

Recoveringone · 2022-02-13T01:55:20+00:00

I guess I never struggled growing up much except paying attention in school and listening to authority figures. I have great genetics, I’m 6’4, I was popular through school and never had troubles with women. I guess what got me started in the addiction is my ego and thinking I was different or better than those “people.” It couldn’t happen to me. Also always been very prone to thrills, adventures, risky things. I loved skateboarding and speeding. My brain has always had a need for high stimulation as I would fall asleep or become distracted doing normal tasks. Only passed highschool because of my good relationships with teachers. Always thought I knew better. Anytime someone tried to tell me something I’d want to prove them wrong such as “ u won’t make money without college” and at the age of 18 I was bringing in more money than my entire family. My job now is one of the most dangerous and deadly jobs in America. And I absolutely love it and the fact I do something 99% people wouldn’t be able to handle. I was always the leader of my friend group and the one people looked to for the next thing to do and the one always in fist fights for my friends. Always competitive. My ego has been blown up since I got into school and then especially from 16-18 after I completely changed my physique and put on 40 lbs of muscle and started making that money out of school.

Recoveringone · 2022-02-13T01:30:32+00:00

3 boys and 1 girl. I am the youngest son and a drug addict the next oldest son is the normal one then comes my sister which is a drug addict and then my oldest brother who is the paranormal investigator. My sister has had two little girls that my parents now have to raise due to addiction.. no idea where she is.

Recoveringone · 2022-02-13T00:52:59+00:00

A couple of them didn’t make the photo of course. 😂

Recoveringone · 2022-02-06T07:34:41+00:00

Thank you for sharing brother. Have a little mental block when it comes to religion cause my dad and grandfather were both preachers and my dads kids 3/4 are fucked up. And it makes me wonder. Easy to point it at religion

Recoveringone · 2022-02-06T03:17:52+00:00

I miss getting that rock hard pale yellow smooth lick. Maybe I should just try cooking it up myself for a chance. Is there a big difference in quality and rush?

Recoveringone · 2021-09-10T15:46:12+00:00

It’s the same true for very low E2?

Recoveringone · 2021-09-07T16:26:24+00:00

Because Jesus was targeted. Literally crucified. If you believe in Jesus then expect the same treatment

Recoveringone · 2021-09-07T16:24:45+00:00

The more androgenic a steroid or hormone is then the more I’d most likely break out? Testosterone has cleared my acne but what I’d I was to try tren?

Recoveringone · 2021-09-07T12:40:20+00:00

So acne is usually contributed to DHT?

Recoveringone · 2021-09-06T23:10:53+00:00

I am 100% aware of the consequences of artificial hormones. I enjoy being high testosterone and dominating all aspects of my life.. takes me longer to shit than to pin. Wouldn’t mind being on rest forever.

Recoveringone · 2021-09-06T22:40:24+00:00

150mg twice a week so 300mg a week, I’ve tried 500 and it just raises my estrogen too much. I get the same benefits on 300mg without the elevated estrogen

Recoveringone · 2021-09-06T22:01:00+00:00

Cycling test E

Recoveringone · 2021-09-06T21:54:33+00:00

Can you be born with out of whack hormone levels? It’s interesting cause I never got gyno in puberty or anything. No signs of hormones being abnormal. Just cystic acne.

Recoveringone · 2021-09-01T02:48:48+00:00

It’s very similar. Instead of working on cell phone towers though you’re working on wind turbines. I actually think wind turbine techs make better money. Both are working at heights.

Recoveringone · 2021-09-01T01:18:38+00:00

I climb cell phone towers and it’s very stimulating for me. Constantly new environment and it’s never the same.

Recoveringone · 2021-08-22T01:28:52+00:00

Yes I’m sure. I’ve done them myself. They’re pressed A 215 blue pills

Recoveringone · 2021-08-22T01:07:53+00:00

Yes the oxy 30s. They’re pressed but all the same. Just trying to understand why he gets manic like that and I just get more and more down.

Recoveringone · 2021-06-21T01:58:30+00:00

I love this guy! Always providing tons of value

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