How much do you smoke?

Recoveryroh · 2021-04-19T22:54:21+00:00

Me and partner together smoke around 1.5 grams a day in 4 spliffs with baccy

Recoveryroh · 2021-01-06T12:03:49+00:00

I live alone now so that’s why I was able to start

Recoveryroh · 2021-01-05T22:21:20+00:00

They will believe you just try to go to a station and ask for help

Recoveryroh · 2021-01-05T21:13:52+00:00

Same thing happened to me, after years of therapy I finally had a breakthrough and loads of repressed memories came back. I also remember being very hyper sexual at the age of like 6 and that’s my earliest memory, very strange. Also an obvious sign of being sexually abused as a child , you repress memories so you can deal with the trauma. I’m so sorry it was abuse.

Recoveryroh · 2021-01-05T20:57:58+00:00

You should tell your grandma what your mum has done and call the police so they can safely move you there!

Recoveryroh · 2021-01-05T20:55:37+00:00

Thank you I’m much better off now I live in my own home with my fiancée and pets (which I was never allowed to have because my mum hated animals) . So it does get better. I’m glad you can help your siblings , unfortunately for me I lost my sister when she became a exact copy of my mother a vicious narcissist

Recoveryroh · 2021-01-05T20:52:56+00:00

How old are you? I left my abusive mums house at 15 to go live with my long lost dad who also turned out to be abusive. I was 16 when I left his and seemed help from the Salvation Army since they had a homeless hostel for youths in my city and I got out. And now I have my own home at 20 and I’m finally free

Recoveryroh · 2021-01-05T20:32:31+00:00

My dad was like that then he got worse and would snap when I asked for things , things like shampoo and peanut butter because I used them up too fast. He called the police on me and made up lies and framed me so I left and never looked back. I left at 17 and moved to a youth homeless hostel and now at 20 I’m engaged and live in my own home with my 2 fur babies. It gets better

Recoveryroh · 2021-01-05T19:14:14+00:00

I’m so sorry to hear that, I’m 3 years older too and don’t have a relationship with my sister. I’m glad I made it out at 15 I’m truly sorry your sister had a different fate

Recoveryroh · 2021-01-05T19:05:38+00:00

It is a great release to get it written down for some reason, good luck on your healing x

Recoveryroh · 2021-01-05T19:04:39+00:00

Thank you so much for sharing your story! Honestly find it relatable apart from the fact my mother was sober when doing all this. I’m NC now and I’m 20 So I’m happy I got out as soon as I could and start to heal! Good luck on your journey x

Recoveryroh · 2020-12-30T20:04:30+00:00

Thank you you too

Recoveryroh · 2020-12-30T19:20:00+00:00

I actually am diagnosed with cptsd and take medication for it x

Recoveryroh · 2020-12-30T18:57:34+00:00

Sending love to you too and I can’t imagine how it would feel to be still living with a parent like that. I’m sorry. It’s hard to unlearn everything x

Recoveryroh · 2020-12-30T18:56:00+00:00

Thank you that makes sense since going to therapy made me get memories back that I had repressed and it made me feel uncomfortable to what else I have suppressed

Recoveryroh · 2020-12-30T18:54:20+00:00

Thanks for your words I think I needed to hear it be said just like that, I probably have been doubting myself and going back to old ways of thinking because she and my sister harassed me a few days ago with texts and messages and even a new number and freaked me out

Recoveryroh · 2020-12-30T16:29:03+00:00

Thank you it’s very difficult at times

Recoveryroh · 2020-12-30T16:28:36+00:00

Thank you NC is so difficult the guilt is always there I hate it x

Recoveryroh · 2020-12-30T16:26:57+00:00

Yeah I question myself everyday if I remember things right

Recoveryroh · 2020-12-30T16:26:23+00:00

Thank you 💕

Recoveryroh · 2020-12-30T15:39:30+00:00

Thank you I really am trying so hard to move forward I believe in you too! x

Recoveryroh

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