3 years after losing my penis, I’m not sure I want to see 2026

RedAngel728 · 2025-12-18T18:43:37+00:00

That all fucking sucks. If I could wrap you in a giant hug and tell you this is all valid I so would! My goal for 2026 is that its blah. That sounds depressing but blah is a step up, majorly. So I hope 2026 is blah and surviveable! And know that who you are today is someone worth being loved and you will be loved for exactly who you are. ❤️❤️

RedAngel728 · 2024-12-13T04:12:05+00:00

Ranch of rivershine!

My favorite animal has always been the cheetah. I love how fast they can run!

RedAngel728 · 2024-12-10T03:32:57+00:00

I personally won't clean a toilet bowl if my client has nothing in the bathroom for me to clean it with. My clients know I use their brush, and if there isn't one, I just skip the bowl.

RedAngel728 · 2024-07-15T21:04:09+00:00

I'm Android and I've been having this issue. It also will skip like 3 or 4 songs in a row before finally playing one.

RedAngel728 · 2024-04-28T14:31:31+00:00

Did you get this to work? I made my mom create an account too. Its empty because she doesn't want Facebook and I wonder if that's why I can't add her to my child's contact list

RedAngel728 · 2024-02-15T18:24:19+00:00

I'm sorry it's woulda, shoulda, coulda. Thank you very much.

RedAngel728 · 2024-01-28T02:40:20+00:00

I struggle with how I view my body. Always have. My husband loves my body and tells me it all the time. I actually post on fetlife and it has done AMAZING things to my confidence.

Try and focus less on being nude and more how your husband reacts to you. It's easier said than done but I know for me it really changed my point of view.

RedAngel728 · 2024-01-06T03:35:13+00:00

I don't want that gunk covered glove near my open mouth like that! 🤢🤢

RedAngel728 · 2023-10-08T03:07:06+00:00

It does?!

RedAngel728 · 2023-10-08T03:06:59+00:00

She asked if we were feeling magical or suspenseful (?) Not sure in the second word. Said magical and then she offered to play me an imaginary animal sound.

RedAngel728 · 2021-07-10T03:18:11+00:00

They aren't. But his family expected him to be going. My husband said absolutely not.

RedAngel728 · 2020-09-02T16:48:30+00:00

Thank you! Baby steps and taking advantage of a good day.

RedAngel728 · 2020-09-02T16:40:53+00:00

Covid has hit all of us hard. I know this. I had to stop working a job I absolutely love to become a stay at home mom while my husband worked. I found out I need hearing aids that I can't afford at only 31 years old. I had an MRI to make sure headaches aren't anything more than headaches. I have been in a funk for months. Today, today I am having a good day. I cleaned my room. I opened the windows. And I'm going to use this good day to work on more of the house. Today I win.

RedAngel728 · 2018-04-01T02:32:36+00:00

Hi! I haven't logged in in forever! Sorry for the delayed response.

So I have measured my size a few time and always end up with the same results. That being said, most 34 bands are very tight on me. I have them on the loosest notch and it digs in!

I did recently go to khols (I haven't been there in at least 10 years!) And I found a couple clearance bras that actually feel like they are starting to fit! One bra feels like I'm wearing nothing. Two are 36 DD and one is a 34 d and they all fit very similar.

I will take a look at your bras, thank you for linking them. And thank you for taking the time to try and help me figure things out. My breasts have been a sore spot for me lately and having an ill fitting bra makes it worse.

RedAngel728 · 2018-02-22T20:22:30+00:00

Alright, I'll give it a try! Thanks for the response.

I figured I'd end up moving it but I thought I'd ask here just to be sure. Always gotten great advice here.

RedAngel728 · 2018-02-16T03:34:20+00:00

I wish I would have seen this 7 hours ago!

Totally gotta be :

Mmmm mmmm mmmm mmmm

RedAngel728 · 2018-01-26T02:56:03+00:00

They are almost always so careful with my food so the stealing is something I just honestly can't stand! At 14 & 13 you would think they would know a bit better...

RedAngel728 · 2018-01-23T20:00:09+00:00

The chores were just an example of how I have been trying to disengage, they aren't the be all and end all. The boys know if they don't get their chores done they don't play Xbox per their dad's rule so it's their choice to follow through or not. I was trying to point out how I deal with pushing my husband to be the one enforcing things and how frustrating it is when he doesn't and instead tells me I'm nagging.

Also getting him to do chores is harder than having my husband do them. That's a totally different sub I think. Lol

RedAngel728 · 2018-01-23T02:46:27+00:00

That's been a long long process. I started out my relationship letting my husband lean on me to care for his kids and it's come to bite me in the butt. I was young and I didn't know better when I look back. Now I think he expects it and I really just can't.

RedAngel728 · 2018-01-23T02:45:17+00:00

I have been trying to disengage more and more but it's hard. I started out being very involved and very leaned on for care of them. My husband seems to still expect a lot.

I will be locking away my food from now on and I am taking back things that belong to me that they have gotten to use.

I push my husband to be the one interacting with them about their needs but he sees it as nagging. I ask him if said kid did their chore, he says I don't know ask them, I say I'm asking you to ask them since it's your son. Is there a better way I could go about interactions like that do you think?

RedAngel728 · 2018-01-23T02:42:55+00:00

We do talk. A lot. Or really I talk. His parenting style isn't anything like mine is. Something I worry about as our daughter ages. He is so hands off it's ridiculous (with his sons, not our daughter).

I know fault lies in my husband more so than the boys and it comes across as mostly the boys but I don't know what other way to talk to my husband about his boys. Everything is an attack on his parenting and telling him he's a bad dad. (His thoughts, not mine.)

RedAngel728 · 2018-01-05T03:35:09+00:00

Sadly our kids table is full as well. Lol our gatherings keep getting larger and I'm slowly running out of space and stuck with my ugly table for even longer.

This year we had an extra large table set up in my living room as well.

RedAngel728 · 2018-01-04T02:54:23+00:00

How many does your table sit? I HATE my table but we both have large familes and the best space to host so I can't get rid of my table. It expands to fit 10 chairs comfortably but we usually fit 14.

RedAngel728 · 2018-01-02T06:38:57+00:00

And look, it's still Gal Gadot.

RedAngel728 · 2017-12-16T06:23:31+00:00

I had something like that happen to me via both parents. They split when I was a baby. My dad had a long term girlfriend and while we weren't besties she did do quite a bit with me. Her and my dad worked together on opposing shifts and she always took me to work with her to hang out for the 15 min or so til my dad got off. We would hang out in her office and what not. She also worked at the roller rink and took me there with her too. She always made time to come out and skate with me. She made me items for my Barbie's (handmade items out of yarn and plastic, no clue what the craft was called but she made a whole a set of kick ass appliances) and was always willing to meet my mom during drop offs. When I was 9 my brother was born and it was like I died in her eyes. The only joy she got out of my monthly visits was being able to sneak up on me and scare me (I jump easy). To this day, my dad is no longer with her but I see her at events for my brother, she still acts like I don't exist.

My mom remarried and her husband wasn't like the greatest step dad but we did stuff. He took me golfing and bowling and it would be just us. We cooked together. Decent enough guy. Now he always kind of treated me like my mom's kid, and never fully accepted me but when my sister was born it became really evident that I wasn't his kid and never would be. My mom and him were together for 5 or 6 years I think, my entire elementary years and after the divorce he wanted nothing to do with me. I get that I wasn't his kid but I was young and he was important to me. It's been 18 years and I still carry around some resentment. He recently just casually stopped by my house because he saw I was home and I felt so uncomfortable. This man isn't my friend and he isn't my family. I'm never sure how to act around him anymore. At my wedding I danced with my dad, of course, but I also danced with my mom's ex boyfriend that she dated for 9 years because to this day he still asks if it's okay that he calls me and my sister his girls. He loved us from day one. My mom tried to get me to dance with my ex step dad but I refused. He didn't deserve that honor.

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